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/.Tuesday, December 29, 2009 (♥)
Heyyyssss Earthlinggggs!
Hahahahas, today went audition, keep mega,mega and mega. I'm showing my luvszxc towards darhling. :x iluvhersooomuchlahs! <3 & I'm not rich. I'm just happy whn i got new friends. And just want let them know. I'm using my inner-heart to be friends w them. Unless they'r just trying to make a fool of me. thn, i will be veryvery unhappy. Seriously. This thursday going out lurhs. tmr going work, shag lohs!
First time hang out w auditioners on countdown, First time spending last day w darhling also. People ask, why i dont meet auditioner then? Not idw, its because i'm afraid. afraid to be friend, and in the end loses them also. So what for? Afraid of getting backstab, betrayers. I'm unable to trust people. How can i trust people whn i dont trust myself. I know its a sad case. But , hey its me. what can you do or change. Whenever, i decided to meet, people will say i freaking tall, and kind of lost contact aft that? You dw me to appear like t girl in audi i hav. Its fine w me. I can bluff you say i'm not ~Faithfully~ , but what for? You happy people lie to you? No . I wont . I want to be who i am.
Yes, i'm tall, buang, fat, ugly. & i'm not those normal tall, i'm freaking tall, just like yao ming. seriously i dont mind ppl saying that, sometimes i felt proud, cause not much girls hav this kind of height, but sometimes to me, it's a insult you know. I'm tall, and that why it's hard to find friends. Nobody understand t real me except my darhling. But she's not belong to me, i also want find someone that really understand me, just to be friends or whatsoever. Why when people saw, and walk past me, they will laugh and point here point there. i no need face. but i also got pride cans. it's okay if you saying me tall & couldnt find a boyf or whatsoever, i dont mind. seriously. It's not that i dont like my height. Those short girls. not to offend, will like my height. But b'cause of my height, i couldnt make friends, people dislikes me b'cause they think i look down on them. i dint. and i wont, not everyone perfect. I'm not. I know, i'm abnormal. But what can i do? i also wont blame my parents, then who i blame? nobody. i just need people to understand. and not insult. Why nobody understand. before everything happen, i used to meet auditioner. you know wht they done to me? They insult-ed me. and how i know them , true enough, from audi, they'r my close buddies! When they asked to meet, i thought i found true friends. In the end, It goes back to zero. I'm so unhappy, yet i can only smile whn i reached home. Laugh as normal, talk as normal. I can be veryvery happy w you, but you'll never know what i thinking in the inner me. How much pain, stress i've been through. dont say through secondary. it started during my primary 5. How people make fun of me during april fool's day. I can never never forget it. I never say this to anyone. But since it's going to be a new year. I hope it change my life. I want to shout. shout everything in me. Shout to those insulted me. Shout to those dislikes and make a fool of me.
Shouting : Thanks, thanks for making me this way. make me keep everything in me, make me suffer, make me unhappy, sees me unhappy, i think it makes you happy, be that way, laugh all you can. cause nxt yr, i'm going to change. it mays feel irritating. but idc. I want to be the new me, To accept my height. know people even they dont want to know me. Be myself, Love myself. not saying i'm bhb. i just want to accept myself. It's not too late i hope. Change me. Love me. Be me. I must stop caring about ppl that dislikes or hates me. I'll prove it , that i can do it.
Ning ends here / Mood : Letting go ..
♥ Click and up you go .
Hahahahas, today went audition, keep mega,mega and mega. I'm showing my luvszxc towards darhling. :x iluvhersooomuchlahs! <3 & I'm not rich. I'm just happy whn i got new friends. And just want let them know. I'm using my inner-heart to be friends w them. Unless they'r just trying to make a fool of me. thn, i will be veryvery unhappy. Seriously. This thursday going out lurhs. tmr going work, shag lohs!
First time hang out w auditioners on countdown, First time spending last day w darhling also. People ask, why i dont meet auditioner then? Not idw, its because i'm afraid. afraid to be friend, and in the end loses them also. So what for? Afraid of getting backstab, betrayers. I'm unable to trust people. How can i trust people whn i dont trust myself. I know its a sad case. But , hey its me. what can you do or change. Whenever, i decided to meet, people will say i freaking tall, and kind of lost contact aft that? You dw me to appear like t girl in audi i hav. Its fine w me. I can bluff you say i'm not ~Faithfully~ , but what for? You happy people lie to you? No . I wont . I want to be who i am.
Yes, i'm tall, buang, fat, ugly. & i'm not those normal tall, i'm freaking tall, just like yao ming. seriously i dont mind ppl saying that, sometimes i felt proud, cause not much girls hav this kind of height, but sometimes to me, it's a insult you know. I'm tall, and that why it's hard to find friends. Nobody understand t real me except my darhling. But she's not belong to me, i also want find someone that really understand me, just to be friends or whatsoever. Why when people saw, and walk past me, they will laugh and point here point there. i no need face. but i also got pride cans. it's okay if you saying me tall & couldnt find a boyf or whatsoever, i dont mind. seriously. It's not that i dont like my height. Those short girls. not to offend, will like my height. But b'cause of my height, i couldnt make friends, people dislikes me b'cause they think i look down on them. i dint. and i wont, not everyone perfect. I'm not. I know, i'm abnormal. But what can i do? i also wont blame my parents, then who i blame? nobody. i just need people to understand. and not insult. Why nobody understand. before everything happen, i used to meet auditioner. you know wht they done to me? They insult-ed me. and how i know them , true enough, from audi, they'r my close buddies! When they asked to meet, i thought i found true friends. In the end, It goes back to zero. I'm so unhappy, yet i can only smile whn i reached home. Laugh as normal, talk as normal. I can be veryvery happy w you, but you'll never know what i thinking in the inner me. How much pain, stress i've been through. dont say through secondary. it started during my primary 5. How people make fun of me during april fool's day. I can never never forget it. I never say this to anyone. But since it's going to be a new year. I hope it change my life. I want to shout. shout everything in me. Shout to those insulted me. Shout to those dislikes and make a fool of me.
Shouting : Thanks, thanks for making me this way. make me keep everything in me, make me suffer, make me unhappy, sees me unhappy, i think it makes you happy, be that way, laugh all you can. cause nxt yr, i'm going to change. it mays feel irritating. but idc. I want to be the new me, To accept my height. know people even they dont want to know me. Be myself, Love myself. not saying i'm bhb. i just want to accept myself. It's not too late i hope. Change me. Love me. Be me. I must stop caring about ppl that dislikes or hates me. I'll prove it , that i can do it.
Ning ends here / Mood : Letting go ..
♥ Click and up you go .