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/.Wednesday, December 30, 2009 (♥)
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Work from 12.30pm to 10.00pm.
Afternoon, daddy fetch me to work, aw he's nice, yet i give him attitude. I'm sorry, daddy ily, morning mood lahs :x so went for work. cb sia, my team member keep says i giving long face, thn what? you'r going to whack me? who likes early afternoon work. nobody does. still ask me smile -.- kns one lohs. Then prepare to go to t site, cb one lohs, keep ask me mai long face. i know i'm sensitive, also dont need liddat what -'- !
Then, skipped those fcukers parts. Eh~ Got food coupon sia. nice lahs :3s. Chicken,Salad :D, soup,Spagetit(hard one) LOL. like un-cooked lohs. :x thn sms-d darhling, luv her!
I still dont know what to wear for tmrw! ThinkThinkThink! Lol. Tmr watching avatar agn ;x 3D! <3
Okays. idw blog liaos :x tired. haven't bathe. Going bathe! & eat daddy's cook/buy idk which :x t curry rice <3
Muahhhhh :D
Audition Time !
luvs ~Faithfully~ more.
i know you love me one :D
ilytooooooos! <3
♥ Click and up you go .
Afternoon, daddy fetch me to work, aw he's nice, yet i give him attitude. I'm sorry, daddy ily, morning mood lahs :x so went for work. cb sia, my team member keep says i giving long face, thn what? you'r going to whack me? who likes early afternoon work. nobody does. still ask me smile -.- kns one lohs. Then prepare to go to t site, cb one lohs, keep ask me mai long face. i know i'm sensitive, also dont need liddat what -'- !
Then, skipped those fcukers parts. Eh~ Got food coupon sia. nice lahs :3s. Chicken,Salad :D, soup,Spagetit(hard one) LOL. like un-cooked lohs. :x thn sms-d darhling, luv her!
I still dont know what to wear for tmrw! ThinkThinkThink! Lol. Tmr watching avatar agn ;x 3D! <3
Okays. idw blog liaos :x tired. haven't bathe. Going bathe! & eat daddy's cook/buy idk which :x t curry rice <3
Muahhhhh :D
Audition Time !
luvs ~Faithfully~ more.
i know you love me one :D
ilytooooooos! <3
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Tuesday, December 29, 2009 (♥)
Heyyyssss Earthlinggggs!
Hahahahas, today went audition, keep mega,mega and mega. I'm showing my luvszxc towards darhling. :x iluvhersooomuchlahs! <3 & I'm not rich. I'm just happy whn i got new friends. And just want let them know. I'm using my inner-heart to be friends w them. Unless they'r just trying to make a fool of me. thn, i will be veryvery unhappy. Seriously. This thursday going out lurhs. tmr going work, shag lohs!
First time hang out w auditioners on countdown, First time spending last day w darhling also. People ask, why i dont meet auditioner then? Not idw, its because i'm afraid. afraid to be friend, and in the end loses them also. So what for? Afraid of getting backstab, betrayers. I'm unable to trust people. How can i trust people whn i dont trust myself. I know its a sad case. But , hey its me. what can you do or change. Whenever, i decided to meet, people will say i freaking tall, and kind of lost contact aft that? You dw me to appear like t girl in audi i hav. Its fine w me. I can bluff you say i'm not ~Faithfully~ , but what for? You happy people lie to you? No . I wont . I want to be who i am.
Yes, i'm tall, buang, fat, ugly. & i'm not those normal tall, i'm freaking tall, just like yao ming. seriously i dont mind ppl saying that, sometimes i felt proud, cause not much girls hav this kind of height, but sometimes to me, it's a insult you know. I'm tall, and that why it's hard to find friends. Nobody understand t real me except my darhling. But she's not belong to me, i also want find someone that really understand me, just to be friends or whatsoever. Why when people saw, and walk past me, they will laugh and point here point there. i no need face. but i also got pride cans. it's okay if you saying me tall & couldnt find a boyf or whatsoever, i dont mind. seriously. It's not that i dont like my height. Those short girls. not to offend, will like my height. But b'cause of my height, i couldnt make friends, people dislikes me b'cause they think i look down on them. i dint. and i wont, not everyone perfect. I'm not. I know, i'm abnormal. But what can i do? i also wont blame my parents, then who i blame? nobody. i just need people to understand. and not insult. Why nobody understand. before everything happen, i used to meet auditioner. you know wht they done to me? They insult-ed me. and how i know them , true enough, from audi, they'r my close buddies! When they asked to meet, i thought i found true friends. In the end, It goes back to zero. I'm so unhappy, yet i can only smile whn i reached home. Laugh as normal, talk as normal. I can be veryvery happy w you, but you'll never know what i thinking in the inner me. How much pain, stress i've been through. dont say through secondary. it started during my primary 5. How people make fun of me during april fool's day. I can never never forget it. I never say this to anyone. But since it's going to be a new year. I hope it change my life. I want to shout. shout everything in me. Shout to those insulted me. Shout to those dislikes and make a fool of me.
Shouting : Thanks, thanks for making me this way. make me keep everything in me, make me suffer, make me unhappy, sees me unhappy, i think it makes you happy, be that way, laugh all you can. cause nxt yr, i'm going to change. it mays feel irritating. but idc. I want to be the new me, To accept my height. know people even they dont want to know me. Be myself, Love myself. not saying i'm bhb. i just want to accept myself. It's not too late i hope. Change me. Love me. Be me. I must stop caring about ppl that dislikes or hates me. I'll prove it , that i can do it.
Ning ends here / Mood : Letting go ..
♥ Click and up you go .
Hahahahas, today went audition, keep mega,mega and mega. I'm showing my luvszxc towards darhling. :x iluvhersooomuchlahs! <3 & I'm not rich. I'm just happy whn i got new friends. And just want let them know. I'm using my inner-heart to be friends w them. Unless they'r just trying to make a fool of me. thn, i will be veryvery unhappy. Seriously. This thursday going out lurhs. tmr going work, shag lohs!
First time hang out w auditioners on countdown, First time spending last day w darhling also. People ask, why i dont meet auditioner then? Not idw, its because i'm afraid. afraid to be friend, and in the end loses them also. So what for? Afraid of getting backstab, betrayers. I'm unable to trust people. How can i trust people whn i dont trust myself. I know its a sad case. But , hey its me. what can you do or change. Whenever, i decided to meet, people will say i freaking tall, and kind of lost contact aft that? You dw me to appear like t girl in audi i hav. Its fine w me. I can bluff you say i'm not ~Faithfully~ , but what for? You happy people lie to you? No . I wont . I want to be who i am.
Yes, i'm tall, buang, fat, ugly. & i'm not those normal tall, i'm freaking tall, just like yao ming. seriously i dont mind ppl saying that, sometimes i felt proud, cause not much girls hav this kind of height, but sometimes to me, it's a insult you know. I'm tall, and that why it's hard to find friends. Nobody understand t real me except my darhling. But she's not belong to me, i also want find someone that really understand me, just to be friends or whatsoever. Why when people saw, and walk past me, they will laugh and point here point there. i no need face. but i also got pride cans. it's okay if you saying me tall & couldnt find a boyf or whatsoever, i dont mind. seriously. It's not that i dont like my height. Those short girls. not to offend, will like my height. But b'cause of my height, i couldnt make friends, people dislikes me b'cause they think i look down on them. i dint. and i wont, not everyone perfect. I'm not. I know, i'm abnormal. But what can i do? i also wont blame my parents, then who i blame? nobody. i just need people to understand. and not insult. Why nobody understand. before everything happen, i used to meet auditioner. you know wht they done to me? They insult-ed me. and how i know them , true enough, from audi, they'r my close buddies! When they asked to meet, i thought i found true friends. In the end, It goes back to zero. I'm so unhappy, yet i can only smile whn i reached home. Laugh as normal, talk as normal. I can be veryvery happy w you, but you'll never know what i thinking in the inner me. How much pain, stress i've been through. dont say through secondary. it started during my primary 5. How people make fun of me during april fool's day. I can never never forget it. I never say this to anyone. But since it's going to be a new year. I hope it change my life. I want to shout. shout everything in me. Shout to those insulted me. Shout to those dislikes and make a fool of me.
Shouting : Thanks, thanks for making me this way. make me keep everything in me, make me suffer, make me unhappy, sees me unhappy, i think it makes you happy, be that way, laugh all you can. cause nxt yr, i'm going to change. it mays feel irritating. but idc. I want to be the new me, To accept my height. know people even they dont want to know me. Be myself, Love myself. not saying i'm bhb. i just want to accept myself. It's not too late i hope. Change me. Love me. Be me. I must stop caring about ppl that dislikes or hates me. I'll prove it , that i can do it.
Ning ends here / Mood : Letting go ..
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Monday, December 28, 2009 (♥)
Hey Switheart !
You must wondering did i pass my ite rights. Lol. I heard brother asking me about it. HELLO! I PASSED ALRDY :D i know i know. Grats me rights. HAHA. celebrate lahs. talk so much no use one :x anws, imissyoulahs! when meetup agn. you hor. always say can, in the end also cannot one. GO DIE PLEASE :x ` ily :3!
♥ Click and up you go .
You must wondering did i pass my ite rights. Lol. I heard brother asking me about it. HELLO! I PASSED ALRDY :D i know i know. Grats me rights. HAHA. celebrate lahs. talk so much no use one :x anws, imissyoulahs! when meetup agn. you hor. always say can, in the end also cannot one. GO DIE PLEASE :x ` ily :3!
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CountDown meeting's
HarbourFront Mrt Station, Beside Lobby's Cafe.
Please bring enough money for dinner (:
People who's going ...
1) ~Faithfully~
2) ~MEHMEHx3~
3) Anberlin
4) -CHEEHONG
5) ~xFcukUP
6) Taint
7) Sh4wnt4n
8) ~SW
9) ~xSiiaoLianEh
10) -mushroom
11) NightKidz
12) Marcus
& Sill got 3 more guys
♥ Click and up you go .
CountDown meeting's
HarbourFront Mrt Station, Beside Lobby's Cafe.
Please bring enough money for dinner (:
People who's going ...
1) ~Faithfully~
2) ~MEHMEHx3~
3) Anberlin
4) -CHEEHONG
5) ~xFcukUP
6) Taint
7) Sh4wnt4n
8) ~SW
9) ~xSiiaoLianEh
10) -mushroom
11) NightKidz
12) Marcus
& Sill got 3 more guys
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Sunday, December 27, 2009 (♥)
Fcuuuuuuuuk lahhhhs! whole hand itchy siaa, Nxt wednesday is thy last night shift alrdy. NOMOREFREETAXI :x Transport fee needed. awwwww~ :o Tmrw going out w darhling! Hahahs. She just came bck from malaysia luhs. Hope she get into my job. Then got ppl acc me lerrhhh :D even though diff attraction lahs. I still want watch Alvin The Chipmunks2 . Anyone? I mai go alone lahs. Looks weird cans. Anws. I'm going to bathe soon, mai peep hor :x LOLOL.
Still F>GANS :D as i said before. Liver also can :D
Haiyun mei , must tkcares okays , i know you'd going to mia in audi. But dont play mia w me lehhs D: must continue contact me horx?! <3
Bathing time!
Mother & Ahyi keep nagging at me alrdy!
Grrrrrrrhs. I said I'm going alrdy.
They still want nag!
Fan si ren luhs!
Roarrrrrrs -'-
ByeByes :3 !
Ning Sign-ing off w manyluvszxc!
♥ Click and up you go .
Still F>GANS :D as i said before. Liver also can :D
Haiyun mei , must tkcares okays , i know you'd going to mia in audi. But dont play mia w me lehhs D: must continue contact me horx?! <3
Bathing time!
Mother & Ahyi keep nagging at me alrdy!
Grrrrrrrhs. I said I'm going alrdy.
They still want nag!
Fan si ren luhs!
Roarrrrrrs -'-
ByeByes :3 !
Ning Sign-ing off w manyluvszxc!
♥ Click and up you go .
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Working now. Got alot mosquitoes luh! Itchy sia. Anyone interested to watch Alvin The Chipmunks 2? I wants to watch tomorrow laaa. Want to relax yixia. Hmmm, what about countdown , anyone? There mayb a dinner w my working friends. But not confirm i going anot lo. Shag. Go home then update ba. (: F>Gans lah. Liver also can. LOL.
♥ Click and up you go .
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Heyys Earthlinggs !
Today went audition. --GURL-- ( niece ) & BITE~ ( mei ) keep saying i tall. Lol. bobian what :x i also dont know why i grow so tall siaa. SHAG! ltr working luhs. tmr last day for night shift. next few days is morning or afternoon shift liaos. tireddd siaa. so people, i finding ppl to acc me sms when i having brk time luhs :D Update more later (:
♥ Click and up you go .
Today went audition. --GURL-- ( niece ) & BITE~ ( mei ) keep saying i tall. Lol. bobian what :x i also dont know why i grow so tall siaa. SHAG! ltr working luhs. tmr last day for night shift. next few days is morning or afternoon shift liaos. tireddd siaa. so people, i finding ppl to acc me sms when i having brk time luhs :D Update more later (:
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Saturday, December 26, 2009 (♥)
Heyys :D
Today went amk , meet my Mei aka BITE~ , Lol. she saw me, jitao say i tall :x i know i tall lahhs, idk what i eat then grow so tall also :D ` Then we go amk there dhe lan play audi , & saw ~LOVE also i thinked. FYI: He looks like in-love w my mei. Lolololols. anws, aft that Mei received a phone call from --GURL-- aka my niece. Lol. Complicated family i know :D Then Mei suddenly say we go down cube. Actually going Causeway Point watch Alvin The Chipmunks 2 dhe. Lol. Then bo bian lurhs. Meeting Darhling also. (: imisshersooomuch D: , So went Cube lurhs. walk one round , saw Crown. He's in yellow shirt. LOL. I dint see :x Not much interested i guess. Then hungry siaa. Short details laaahs. In dhe end, we dint watch lurhs. SOOOOOO FULL! I WANT TO WATCH LAAAAA D: , Monday meeting agn , to watch movies !! :D , Then go arcade luhs. Funny siaa. we play one game, inside bo credits liao right, suddenly half way, got ppl say inside got their credits. Diaoooozxc! Whatever laaahhs. Have Fun today. But NOT ENUFF D: !
Joslyn aka Darhling , imissyousooomuchlahhhs! Aft we graduated from sec4. Reallyreally seldom go out lurhs. D: ` luvdieyou :D ` Let's Countdown For Next year :D , Today she might go malaysia D: Come bck sooooon (: & Come bck audi acc me alsoooo lahhhhs :D <3333>
♥ Click and up you go .
On xmas's day , celebrated at cousin's house dh function room. Prepare foods,Presents. Sis and i went there early lurhs. Smuggled dh dogs in. LOL. I like dh santa hat lurhs (:
Short writting. Come home then i write agn. Going meet BITE~ at amk (:
Byes :D
♥ Click and up you go .
Today went amk , meet my Mei aka BITE~ , Lol. she saw me, jitao say i tall :x i know i tall lahhs, idk what i eat then grow so tall also :D ` Then we go amk there dhe lan play audi , & saw ~LOVE also i thinked. FYI: He looks like in-love w my mei. Lolololols. anws, aft that Mei received a phone call from --GURL-- aka my niece. Lol. Complicated family i know :D Then Mei suddenly say we go down cube. Actually going Causeway Point watch Alvin The Chipmunks 2 dhe. Lol. Then bo bian lurhs. Meeting Darhling also. (: imisshersooomuch D: , So went Cube lurhs. walk one round , saw Crown. He's in yellow shirt. LOL. I dint see :x Not much interested i guess. Then hungry siaa. Short details laaahs. In dhe end, we dint watch lurhs. SOOOOOO FULL! I WANT TO WATCH LAAAAA D: , Monday meeting agn , to watch movies !! :D , Then go arcade luhs. Funny siaa. we play one game, inside bo credits liao right, suddenly half way, got ppl say inside got their credits. Diaoooozxc! Whatever laaahhs. Have Fun today. But NOT ENUFF D: !
Joslyn aka Darhling , imissyousooomuchlahhhs! Aft we graduated from sec4. Reallyreally seldom go out lurhs. D: ` luvdieyou :D ` Let's Countdown For Next year :D , Today she might go malaysia D: Come bck sooooon (: & Come bck audi acc me alsoooo lahhhhs :D <3333>
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Friday, December 25, 2009 (♥)
On xmas's day , celebrated at cousin's house dh function room. Prepare foods,Presents. Sis and i went there early lurhs. Smuggled dh dogs in. LOL. I like dh santa hat lurhs (:
Short writting. Come home then i write agn. Going meet BITE~ at amk (:
Byes :D
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Thursday, December 10, 2009 (♥)
Heyyos once again!
Hmmm, today morning went school for some briefing. Yawns uhs. Things wont going as expected though, after briefing, went amkhub with aileen to watch Princess and The Frog, hahas, funny and so romantic. So sweet and cute luhs. After that had dinner at woodlands,causeway point. Then, Home sweet home. nothing much. dont want go any further. :D
♥ Click and up you go .
Hmmm, today morning went school for some briefing. Yawns uhs. Things wont going as expected though, after briefing, went amkhub with aileen to watch Princess and The Frog, hahas, funny and so romantic. So sweet and cute luhs. After that had dinner at woodlands,causeway point. Then, Home sweet home. nothing much. dont want go any further. :D
♥ Click and up you go .
/.Tuesday, December 8, 2009 (♥)
Heyyos!
Glad to be back you see. Many things have happened to me, unhappy memories, loads of tears, missing of something, i dont know what to do back then, yes, i was troubled. Still, things still goes wrong, i meant, what have i done to deserve all this? Days,hours,minutes,seconds, i just felt it going damn slow. Did i just use the word damn? OH, i did. *DAMN* Fine, enough all of my rubbish. I'm getting mad each day.
Should i just go back to audi? I wish, But my brother using com whole day, you know. Afterall he just so unreasonable, i want go to lan ;x change name, buy clothes at audi. Hey! I need a fam or team ;x Urgh. school fwens just sarks. we dont coummunicate outside the school, and much to know, we really talks alot in school. Even we not that close. There so much more to say, and hard to explain everything just using keyboard to type. How i wish, there real " TRUE" friends.
Ok , Enough . I miss star alot , which is my dog, previously. Today, Chloe bite and bark at my other dog, well, Chloe is also another JRT. I wonder will they ever have peace? or , will we have peace at home? Hmmm, on saturday we going malaysia, who taking care of them, i dont know. wednesday we will be back , there wont be anything wrong right. hope so , i guess.
I'll think i shall stop here.
Baby, you may never know how i feel for you, cause i never says anything ,
Let our heartbeats beat together , As exactly you're mine . Wake or cure me from scary nightmare that I've fallen , Bring me far away from that hurtful place and we shall elope together as one . I really hope the both of us will cherish this relationship and making it last as long as possible..
060609 ; xoxo .
♥ Click and up you go .
Glad to be back you see. Many things have happened to me, unhappy memories, loads of tears, missing of something, i dont know what to do back then, yes, i was troubled. Still, things still goes wrong, i meant, what have i done to deserve all this? Days,hours,minutes,seconds, i just felt it going damn slow. Did i just use the word damn? OH, i did. *DAMN* Fine, enough all of my rubbish. I'm getting mad each day.
Should i just go back to audi? I wish, But my brother using com whole day, you know. Afterall he just so unreasonable, i want go to lan ;x change name, buy clothes at audi. Hey! I need a fam or team ;x Urgh. school fwens just sarks. we dont coummunicate outside the school, and much to know, we really talks alot in school. Even we not that close. There so much more to say, and hard to explain everything just using keyboard to type. How i wish, there real " TRUE" friends.
Ok , Enough . I miss star alot , which is my dog, previously. Today, Chloe bite and bark at my other dog, well, Chloe is also another JRT. I wonder will they ever have peace? or , will we have peace at home? Hmmm, on saturday we going malaysia, who taking care of them, i dont know. wednesday we will be back , there wont be anything wrong right. hope so , i guess.
I'll think i shall stop here.
Baby, you may never know how i feel for you, cause i never says anything ,
Let our heartbeats beat together , As exactly you're mine . Wake or cure me from scary nightmare that I've fallen , Bring me far away from that hurtful place and we shall elope together as one . I really hope the both of us will cherish this relationship and making it last as long as possible..
060609 ; xoxo .
♥ Click and up you go .