Hai Earthlings (:

Been a great day uhs?
Well, I'm not.
Everyone wearing a fake smile?
Well, I'm wearing one.
Wonder, when i was really happy.
Uh, when i with my pet dog, ( Star )
& Yeah, she passed away.
Omg, i miss her sooo much.
Without her , everything seems so fragile.
Losing my smile, my laughter.
I miss you lah ):
It's been awhile since i cried.
Today's the day, I start over again.
Back to my old ways.
Whenever i'm unhappy, i will cries.
yeahyeahyeah, how old already, still cry.
Crybaby!
But, I am.

Stop pushing me please.
I no longer can take it anymore.
One min, we'r ok.
Another min, we'r not ok.
Hate eachother?
I wonder, issit you two interested in each other.
I guess not.
But, i dont care.
Whatever shit i says,
You dont believe, then what for asking me.
Lieslieslies .
Yahs, i lied to you before.
Happy? Now i say everything you still dont believe.
Just like secondary maths test.
I study and study, In the end also fail. Somemore 0marks.
Then what for study?
Then what for saying?

All the words i said,
BULLSHIT.
I'm fine with it.
I don't talk, argue, talkback, scoldback.
Because i really treasure between us.
But, you dont believe rights.
Because, you feel, He came between us.
I remember, Rebecca said before.
If you two bond are close,
Nobody can ever came between us.
I know you'r tired, you'll cry, you will breakdown.
Guess, you think i just dont care uh.
I never show.
Neverever in my life i show.
My sister saw it (:
She say she dont know how to comfort me.
& I'm still in my family circle line ok.
I so depend on them.
I wasn't able to choose between you two, because.
One is my close friend, 7years friendship.
Another is my couple, Whenever i'm really down, he was there.
I dont mind, you comment about him.
Never say a word.
Because i'm trying to think how you think.
Even so, your friend is his's ex.
How he treated girls.
Hurt them,
But we'r audicouple.
I heard his side of story.
Heard your side of story.
Will one of them lied? I dont know.
But till now, he haven't hurt dao me.
& We'r not rl.
So Girls out there.
Stop calling me a bytch. and ask me to fcuk off.
I mind ok !
Think about what's went wrong.
You think my fault?
Yes, auditon so many guys.
Why him ?
Tagging hearts is boring.
I say i want the ring, dont believe?
What you expect me to say, then you believe me.
I feel stressed up ok.
You both dislikes each other.
Then what you both expect me to do?
Choose?!
When i'm really troubled.
Beside you and him,
There's no one i can go to.
): How pathetic uhs.
Yeahs, my life totally sucks.
Wish i could just dissappear.

I cant go further anymore.
I will really cry.