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Hold my hand,& Fly away! ![]() ![]() 무슨 사랑이야 ? DENISE T.SL ♡ 17th February. I have Philophobia. Darlings&Gans are (L) " Emotions can make things difficult but they teaches alot. " ♥ W luvz, Denise's! Active ![]() IGN: Level: Level 32 Main Couple: - - Fam: - Team: - , - According to alphabet! ♥ Countless luvs - Daphne Desmond Joslyn Melvin Our Blog Retards! ♥ Super loves - WorldOfStar ~NiMaMaFly~ 忠SiiaoYouMe Lovelovelove ت Insert Smiles - Sister's Blog. Dawn Karine 小Family 小Love 小Kiss ♥ Insert luvs - Ahbelle Ahxian Aileen ♥Ally Allen Andrea Andrea Ann ♥Baoer BabyKyzira Belin Celestee Cheryl Cheryl Cheryl Cheryl Cheryl Christina Clara Daniel ♥Doris Eileen Elysia Eudora ♥Huishi Huiling Huimin Huizhong Jayce Janelle Jenna Jieying Jiawei Jojo Julite Junhui Junhao ♥Kaitlyn Kaslyn Kenny Leeyun Lijun Lynn Lynn Louise Melissa Melissa Nigel ♥Pearlyn Peiyi Phoebe Phoebe Ryan Sebastian Sean Shawn Sharon Shuhui Sheena TeoGuoqiang Vanessa Viven Xingming Yijun Tagboard |
/.Sunday, February 28, 2010 (♥)
![]() Above pictures are my dog, Star. She passed away already. Missing her alot. Today, went to meet marcus, haiyun,haiyun's 2 friend,darling,pearlyn, & Hang around at Plaza Sing, went to cube to play. Had gastric all the way. painPAINpain! D: & Melvin have not call me. I feel so uneasy, insecure. Whenever i need you, where are you. I wish Star was here. I need you so much to be here. ): ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Saturday, February 27, 2010 (♥)
Why is everyone being unhappy today, I'm unhappy too, but seem nobody care, I got feelings too, I care when you'r unhappy, But that doesn't mean you can take me for granted. I need some understanding too. Don't push me further anymore. I'm going to tear down soon. I keep crying, non-stop again. I'm a tap-water, and so ? People say, i'm afraid of you people. Yes, i'm am . I'm afraid to lose my friends, I'm feel happy to hang out tgt with friends. I dont want any quarrels, because of certain things. I dont want to lost any friends, because of those things. I'm so unhappy right now. I feel like crying, crying and crying. I also need people to care for me. I'm already so unhappy with family, boyfriend. Why cant my friends be there for me, just like i'll be there for you. I beg for answer. I beg for forgiveness. I beg for love. I beg for care. I beg for warm. I beg for you.. Sometimes, i may pissed you off, w/o noticing . Yes, i'm at fault. Tell me then , dont show me attitude. tell me, tell me, how bad i was. I want to change. By telling, difficult ? Showing attitude , easy ? But showing me attitude, I'll get hurts, i'll cry. Show me, show me the way to change. I'll change, i promised. ♥ Click and up you go .
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![]() ![]() Now is 2.25am, just reach home, Morning, woke up around 2plus, yes, i was late. Suppose to meet haiyun at 1plus. Sorry :x & yups, supposedly to be ton-ing, Quarreled with people, I guess, whatever i do, doesn't seem to be right, MoodyMoodyMoody, Aghh, hate this feelings. Cried alot time, in the car, Couldn't hold my tears, Couldn't show my tears, I cannot take it anymore. In this one day, i will broke down also. Really give up everything, I dont want care anymore. Fml ! ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Friday, February 26, 2010 (♥)
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() The wishes of yours, But that ain't my wishes at all. & Yes, you hurt me once again, Tho you dont meant that way, But have you ever thought how i felt? I dont mind, you dont play, I mind that you make me feel hurt once more, Baby, you coming back right, You not leaving me alone again? I know, you'll be back soon, as you promised me today. This morning, saw your msg, i was happy, As in really happy, never happy before that much. But yet, i felt insecure, Secured me back w your luv. ); ♥ Click and up you go .
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Changed new skins, hope everything will be okays, Why wake me up from my dreams, Feeling lost! .. ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Wednesday, February 24, 2010 (♥)
My feelings for you fadings ):Repeating to ask me break couple, is that what you wished? Be that way, so, if we quarrelled, please dont tell me the reason, is because of audition, I'm getting bored of this reason.. If this is how you want to repaying me by treating me better. I dont want it this way, ); ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Sunday, February 21, 2010 (♥)
Dear AhNing N Faith, below are your Personality Tests result: Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. Your view on yourself: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true Your readiness to commit to a relationship: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person The seriousness of your love: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can The right job for you: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life How do you view success: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying What are you most afraid of: Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear ♥ Click and up you go .
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Pictures'r not ready. Today went temple with family, Skipskipskip. No mood. 1more week, just 1more week. He'll be back (: & My dear precious, takecare of yourself okays. don't injure anymore, Recover soon! (L) oneblacknoob ; Phoebe :D ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Saturday, February 20, 2010 (♥)
Baby, 手交给你 , 一生交给你 , 直到白头 , 谁都不会离去 , 牵你手心 ,相伴一世纪 我会永远承诺保护你 , 直到我们连皱纹都老去 , 也会让你开心不哭泣 . 我们的爱没有四季 , 每一分钟都是25'C 我们的爱 ,今生不愉 , 天涯海角都有痕迹 我们的爱, 心有默契 , 不管是谁会先停止呼吸 . ♥ baby , this is fr you . I meant it from my heart . 나는 당신을 사랑합니다 , c̄hạn rạk ṭhex , je t'aime ,我愛你 , mahal kita , aku cinta kamu , Ich liebe dich , मैं आपसे प्यार करता / करती हूँ , te amo , Tôi yêu bạn . Silly , i say ILOVEYOU to you in diff language & i meant it from my heart .You'll never be replaced (: ♥ Click and up you go .
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Hellos peepos!
Today, met up with Darlingz, miss her can. (: Went to watch Valentines Day @ 2.45pm, & Ate dinner , Watch Percy jackson & the lightning theif , Tho, darling watched the 2nd time already, Thanks for accompany me (: Finished movie, bought a slipper at CottonOn. Darling also bought :x Hahahahas. What if, all comes out end up lies?
Will this r/s end? Baby, you wont lied to me right. It's suppose to be your promised. Keep it promised. <3 ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Wednesday, February 17, 2010 (♥)
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Married to Baby, On 17thfeb2010 (:Thanks ahPEAR xinqqan, helping wedd lic. with 2nd trys. Baby , iloveyous. Come back faster and safety please. I misses you. Darlingz, come back sg faster also ! I misses you. Byeeees. [: ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Tuesday, February 16, 2010 (♥)
17th Feb 2010.HappyBirthdayToMe :D Morning, woke up around 10plus, changed, and starting to call people. Met Edwin, Joshua, Jasmine. Thanks for the pig, flower & tigger. My daddy cooked, bought coffee cake (standard one) Because every year birthday also coffee cake, But Thanks tho, the cake is yummy <3 Thanks mother for hard work, Early morning, help prepare. Tho i dint do anything. But thanks <3 Thanks Pearlynn~ for coming :D While, counting down in audi.. I suddenly feel sad. feel like crying. I realised, i dont feel happy at all. I can smile, laugh, joke. But, i'm crying in my heart. I feel heart's brking. I miss them. Reason, for being unhappy. Baby, 2weeks camp, unable to marry due to cash top up prob ! sucks. Darlingz, msia, cant celebrate w her. yucks. Mood down suddenly. Felt like crying, I realise, i cant live w/o you two. Sorry to say, lemme depend on you two please. don't leave me alone next time. I need you, i want you, i love you. I know i'm selfish, But , i need you two. You'r part of my life already . D: Saddieme. - / denise's Crying in silent, Lonely night. ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Monday, February 15, 2010 (♥)
Counting down, 2more days to my birthday. 17thfeb, to 19years old. My friends, are not coming. idk why, feel upset tho. Sigh, dint expected all this. Boyf went to camp, i'm gonna miss him like fuck. Darling went to msia, i'm gonna miss her toos. D: Today caught a flu , i guess. Keep sneezing. & got a new allies. CrazyInLove for RetardMoMe. Seriously. w/o Boyf, darlings. idk what to post anws. Today neighbour, got lion dance. My dog, Chloe was frighten. poor girl. :x Anyways, Going audi now. See need post anything ltr. :D Ciaos. OH & I level-d to BackUp ! laughs. (: ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Wednesday, February 10, 2010 (♥)
Will we last ? I know it's been a long time since i blog, Many things happened, idk where to start from. There this girl, named Rebecca. She kind inlove w my boyf. She came to audi, tell darlings to tell me, Not to act like one married couples. Melvin's not mine, He's not married too. Is she telling me, she will keep on loving him. She told Brother edwin, asked me watched out. People was afraid i'm getting hurt. But, nobody know how i'm feeling. I know i'm not letting go. But when will this all end? Chinese new year coming, Must i stay at home all day? Am i afraid of her? Why must i be. I actually asked myself. Rebecca is pretty,short. Why must baby choose me. Yes, my feelings towards baby is fading. Due to the weeks we'r not together. But, i really very happy, that we'r back together. Baby, you say we'r going to last. Promise me, I'm going to miss you like @$%^ much. Later, baby coming to find me. Is he scare i'm getting bullied? Idk, idk what's bad about it. Just feel diff. Felt he changed somehow. Baby, go back the old you. Imissyou D: I go post fam's blog already. Sigh. - / denise's Baby, promised me. dont break these promises.. ♥ Click and up you go .
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/.Monday, February 8, 2010 (♥)
He says he love me .. does love proves everything? Yesterday i cried again, and he text. Melvin: Baby, i will less audi Me: Okays, but i dont mind de (: Melvin: you want go find others to marry? Me: -started to drop tears- Melvin: Baby? & he keep text me . but i dont feel like replying . Today, he said he love me. He say whatever he say it's not because of things in the past. Because i did somethings like this before. Baby, i want you to know, since you want me find others in audi. i'll do so.But, in rl you'r mine ;shy LOLOLOL :D I'd know you'll be reading, so i'll shall bhb yi xia (: Luv you ttmz! Meet you laterrrrr. woohooo :3 Byeeeeees :D ♥ Click and up you go .
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![]() ![]() Heeehs. Help baby do his blog. I dont think he will update lohs. noob shyt :x Lag. ltr edit this post again. Byeees ! ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Sunday, February 7, 2010 (♥)
Now, will our luv last ?Heyyyys! :D I'm like mad now. freaking happy :D Thankq darlingz. Anyways, I'm back w Melvin. Luvbabysomuch! But he seldom online one ;eeks & Thanks darlingz help couple. Cause baby cant online. Smoke si ta. LOL Baby, thanks for giving me another chance. Tho is your fault. LOL :x I love you lah! Omgawddds. Cant believe you'r back to me. For all t tears, i cried. For all t grumble, i made. For all t words, i typed. You'r back. :D Let's start anew kays. I want to understand you more. Love you more. Baby, Let's us last longer thn before (: - / denise's Baby, love you once more. Darlingz, thankq for being there&helped me. iluvyoutwottmz! (: ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Saturday, February 6, 2010 (♥)
Hahs. iluvdarlingttmzlahhs :D It cheer me up. Though she say the L.O.V.E is not perfect, But to me, whatever you do, i felt it, thn it's perfect <3 Darling, sorry today cant watch Legion with you. Next time, i sure can kays. Sorry <3 & Let's us Last okays . ( Though it's sound very wrong. ) But i really want this friendship to last :3 (: Byeees . Luvya :D - / denise's the best is , have you as a friend. ♥ Click and up you go .
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Somewhere between long talks and making fun of each other, I fell for you ♥ ♥ Click and up you go .
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Isn't the moon nice?Hmmm, currently in room F>Cpl. Why is finding that difficult. Cause i old ? :x Is not i choosy can. ._. What i need , simple as abc, and standard. The best, Abv 19. ( cause i'm 19soon ) Coummicate-able Active ( so tht everyday can acc me ) Caring ( & not dao-ing me ) & those standard one. I dont mind you keep going other games. Just say so. I can be very childish , i dont mind you say so . I can be very vulgar. to the things i hate or dislikes. I can be very high talkative , esp at night. so dont blame me for being noisy. I'm a weirdo . If accept all this. We can last in audi ;shy Ciaos . tired go find smth to eat. :D Byeeees. ♥ Click and up you go .
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I miss her ttm! What a night, Ytd ton-d w PiakBaby~ PiaBaby~ Kenshin llPeacex3ll & SaveUrHeart~ Took mrt down t Yishun, hehs :x forget that's ~EmptyHeart's place. Totally mixed up, blurred me D: Then darling met her classmate. Then took mrt down to bishan :D Bored, so went mac to eat icecream, i ate Vanilla cone, darling ate Strawvberry sundae. Some h2h-talks, thn Kenshin reached, came mac find us. Talktalktalktalk&talk :D PiakBaby~ PiaBaby~ & llPeacex3ll reached, came mac find us, Then we walked t some blk, PiaBaby~ stay around thr i think, He went to take cards, Played some da-lao-2 :D Then i think around 3-4am , we wanted to go to lan, Kenshin was bored :x Si pig . Laughs. He rich lohs :x took cab down, separate cab, Darling&me with Kenshin, He paid :x ;shy Reached lan , played 1hour. $2.10 ._. Then PiaBaby~ & Kenshin want to eat breakfast. I going toh liaos. LOL. Sleep also cant sleep. Table machiam got smell, Yucks ;x Thn now reached home lohs :D Grats in adv, PiaBaby~ & PiakBaby~ Married :D Babygirl, Star, Imissyouttmzlahh! Wish you'r always with me, I know you'r. Luvyou always. (: ♥ Click and up you go .
/.Thursday, February 4, 2010 (♥)
Can friendship last forever ? ..Everyone seem moody today, everywhr i goes, ppl no mood one. i want hyper also cannot. sigh, why things have to be so complicated ? I just want a simple life, in a simple days. Recently , i felt more extra, being in-between people r/s. if not people talking i never talk, so extra.. People lying to me, over again and again, Am i so easy to fool ? Am i funny to fool with ? AM I ?! Actually before doing anything, have you all felt about my feelings. I also got mood one, got feelings one. If someone upset, i tried my best to cheer you up. Whn i'm upset, i know you tried your best. But, nothing of our words help, it just calm your heart only. But , my heart totally brk off. I'm so unhappy, I feel like crying, dying, Yes, i dont sound stress, unhappy. Thts is because i dont show, idw ruin people's mood. I can cry in one corner, not letting anyone know. But i dint. i still can laughs, joke in audi, hyper in audi. You all just dk me tht well ... Gaaaahs, moody. i go msn alr. D: Saddy days. ♥ Click and up you go .
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![]() ![]() ![]() Pictures time :D I dont need any comment, btw. (: Graduatedddd.. ! Hmmm, woke up around 8am, makeup-d,bathed,& chanqed. On t way to mrt, alot staring, zz. While waitinq aileen t reach cck, went lonq john w mami :D Met aileen, took cab down t dover ITE. OMG LA. SCARE BODOH D: damn scare t qo in, sheena and leeyun came out. They say it's okays. But i still afraid, nervous. stomach cramp D: Skipped-Skipped Part. :x Finish liaos, cab back t cck :D Took alot pic on cab , ate at PastaMania, Mushroom's Baked rice, Snacks, Cheese Stick & Rings. 2 Coke, No. 47 :D ♥ Click and up you go . |