Rahhs

2010-06-24T01:35:00.000-07:00

Links updated.

Blog will update soon k (:

2010-06-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

For so many reasons, i choose to stick with you.

Why are you hurting me over again and again?
You wouldn't let me know the reasons,
At least, make an excuses.
Why do you have to face your back and walk away.
I'm hurt. ):

Your words, cant be trusted?
Idk. ):
-draw circles-

Edited:

Even you will text or called me, let me tell you something k?
I'd let it go. so boy, takecare.
Ever since you appeared, you became the brightest star i saw.
So many times of windstorms, pouring rains,
I still wanna hold on that star.
But now, i only wants to keep that star in the deepest darkest place.
& Yeap, It's my heart.
So leave it there.

Each night, i've been crying, hopes you would call and ask.
But , you din't (:
I heard your answer.
& I get it.

Goodbyes.

30th's , Baby iloveyous (:

2010-06-06T02:16:00.000-07:00

30th's Reasonable's

Baby, i just love you so.
don't disappointed me again ok? (:
Our promises must be kept this time.

2010-06-03T10:30:00.000-07:00

Valerie aka Reminiscence's my dog! ;mua

2010-06-03T08:39:00.000-07:00

Given my another audition account to a friend of mine.
Anyt find Ecstasies.

(L) Reasonable baby (:
30th's ily.

2010-05-31T11:33:00.000-07:00

2.33am now, recieved an unexpected text. *-* which make me don't know what to do. I don't know why but my jaws are like so tiring. I just want a sleep now!! I've spent my money so fast like #$@#$!. I don't know how to survive for the rest of the days by only $10?!

Sometimes I really want to be by your side, reminding you everything that you should not be doing.. Whenever you're sick, I'll remind you to takecare of yourself. Whenever you're coughing, I'll remind you not to smoke. You did treat me well, but have you ever think how i felt? Whenever I think of you, I need you, where were you? You kept questioning me that whether I still love you or not, I just couldn't answer that question. I guess I really don't understand myself too. What I really want?

Whywhywhy.

2010-05-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

Totally moodless.
Idk why, So stop asking me why.

I really missed you , how i wish i can see , feel and hear from you every second .

Overdue photos. :x

2010-05-24T09:40:00.000-07:00

Overdue photos.

2010-05-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late post.
Mostly everyday i'm going out. Geez.
Anyways thanks darling for lending me the phone cable.
If not, i'll take ages to upload these photos.

I'm really happy that you still take me as a friend.
Thanks.
Went out with darling, as you can see at the photos.
Cut short alrights.
I'd a great day.

Lost

2010-05-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

The smile that i once had,
dissappeared .

When i'm unhappy, i no longer can turn to you.
No longer ask you out.
Because, not only me needs you.
There's someone need you more then i need you.
& She treats you better then i treated you.
I'm sorry, for all the unhappiness i created.
Troubles, comments.
I'm sorry.
Thanks for being such a nice friend, before.

What i asked for , when i made my decision to be happy.
What i need , what i want.
I no longer know anymore.
Finding back my smile , laughter ,
Will i find my way back home?

2010-05-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

" I'll do whatever it takes just to be happy "

Will you? Recently been going out with audition-ers.
I dont want face any true facts okays.
Yes, I admit. I've become different.
I don't meant my words before whatever i said.
But, I want let you know, I'm happy when you'r.
When you lost her, I was'nt that happy too.
Now you got her back. I'm really happy.
But for the another hand.
I realise i no longer impt.
& Maybe i not even impt at all.

For some days, you'r having fun. and i'm not.
I can be happy for you to see.
But i can't lie to myself.
I'm not happy ok.

I want to be happier then before.
Live my life to the fullest.

2010-05-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

Going out soon.
Meeting ♥Yvonne later.
Maybe going cube after that. (:
Seeya.

Updated:

Met with ♥Yvonne then went vivo to look for Babyluvz aka Doris.
Then saw 忠Siiaoyoume's members.
LOL. Pretty quiet at the moment.
Was talking on the phone most of the time.
At the end, din't go cube.
Later going cube with ♥doris sweeteh and ♥lyn nuerh.
Grats ♥Staizel Lp success later (L)

2010-05-12T08:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOSLYN AKA DARLING (:

Wish you happy always.
And, hope she'll be your friend again.
Though din't contact you that much,
Because work's busy.
See you soon alrights (L)

2010-05-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

Something in my mind keep going on.
during my way home, loads of words just keep talking.
I feel something in me, changes.

I yearn for your love, care, warmth.
Speechless right now.

- Updated.
Someone accompany me go cube on sunday leyh!
This saturday going pasir ris farmway ;make.
Hehe.

2010-05-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

Went to cube.
With Pearlynn, Baoer, and some in NiMaMaFly's fam.
After work, Shag, cold die meee!

Gerinne saw me i think.
Was texting friend. Paiseh :/
& Clara nuerh went off already ):

Cyas.
This sunday going too (:

2010-05-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

Home sweet home (:

Anyway, went out to buy something for mother and ahyi.
Happy Mother's Day.
Hope you two like the present.

Met PANGDUDU. and talked on the phone with Emotions nuerh.
LOL. I'm suspecting something.
Will be the truth that you hiding?
I'm afraid it is.
Am i that easy to be fooled around?
I bet so. ):

Darling being so emotional right now.
Couldn't meet her.
As i let her waited for me for 3hours.
Sorry.
Cheerup my dear. (:

& Saw melvin. He passed me a letter.
Bro say it's a farewell letter.
I read it. But dont tell you ;lala.
It wasnt any surprise anyway.
It's just some explaination he said.

Shag now. Tml working at 8am. ):
Anyone want go out? aft work. :D

2010-05-08T06:08:00.001-07:00

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you

Updated

2010-05-06T08:51:00.000-07:00

UpdateUpdate!!

Mostly working, meeting friends.
Today went to watch Ip Man2. Hmmm, quite nice (:
Chinese's modesty.
Laughs. Played around with photoscape again,
Thanks him for the teddybear.
So cute :/
Sleeping soon.
Tmr work starts at 8am.
Nights (L)

Will you ever grow up?

2010-04-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

http://www.MonsterForestSEA.com

Just finished created an account for MonsterForest.
Don't ask me, whether nice anot, Because it's still Closed Beta.
Played around with photoscape, just now.

Fyi: TerryLimWeijie's a idiot! (:

To people out there, who thinked you know me that well.
You might want to think again today.
Whether am i wrong or not.
I'm speaking the truth of what i felt.
Things are different now.
I think differently.
So, Haiyun, stop acting like you know me that well.
& Please. dont act close with me.
" Stop your foolish thinking "

You'r not me, how would you know what i thinking.
Don't make your words so confusing.
Think again?
Or maybe think of what you really want to say.

This is what i going to say.
Stop acting childish.
& Dont anyhow think.
It's not foolish. You just dont know anything.
Dont presume you know something.
When you dont.
Because you make yourself look stupid.
& I meant it.
Do all means, to talk behind my back, if you want.
Because i've grown, have you?
Ask yourself that question.
(:

2010-04-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

Just reached home not long ago.
After work, Went Jurong point meet mother,
Buy clothes & new wallet (:
Oh, B>Transparent tote Bag.
Anyone know?

Sleeping soon {:

♥

2010-04-22T05:47:00.001-07:00

A Reason To Believe, To Live, A Deeper Meanings.

Days will changed, differently.

2010-04-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

Just reached home not long, from work and finish cutting hair, including steaming hair.
Tiring today, but still able to cope (:
Will be semi active due to working.
Updates more next few more days (L)

Best wishes to all.

(L)

2010-04-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

Where have you been, Mylove.

Details!

2010-04-17T00:42:00.001-07:00

Details!

For your infomation,
S.H.E autograph 5pm @ PlazaSing.
( Ukimono Diary/ Album )
18th April 2010
Finding people to go.
Or just hang around.
Anyt text (:

Those confirm going:

Jess
Vivan
Cindy
Desmond
Denise
Edwin
Melvin ( Mayb )

Still 2 more. (:

17th's 8pm.
S.H.E Concert (:
Loveya,
I go rest.
Just reached home.
(L)

Tireddaime ):

2010-04-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

Good Evening all (:

Just reached home not long ago. Today 1st day of work, tiring and damn cold lahs. I got my own desk, Laughs. Short post for today kk, going sleep soon. Tell you one random stuffs today again. I went Kopitiam, couldn't find a seat. So intend not to eat, then walk walk around, Saw this girl alone, with a table empty :X So i asked, and bought food. In the end, i got to know her and tmr we going lunch break together again ! Laughs, got her name and no. (:

Sleeping soon. Blisters everywhere ):
Why wont thing go back as we before?

will you side me?

2010-04-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

Home sweet home (:

Today went kallang to settle some work stuffs. I lost my way. LOL :x So took cab to reach , $4.30 :X Afterwards, know one girl named, Jess. I know it's like damn random. Because not sure which bus to Aljunied Mrt, Thanks uh :X If not i think i will take cab again. So asked her whether want to meet with my friends or have dinner together. Then met darling aka Joslyn, nuerh aka Baoer & her boyf. At PlazaSing, Outside arcade. Walk around, and waiting xingan aka Pearlyn to come. Went 7-11 to buy mashed potato, while Baoer's smoking. Eat till Pearlyn come, then wanted to go foodcourt eat, but kind of expensive. LOL. So decided to eat at Mac. Ate McChicken meal Upsized. (: Yummy, but i din't finish the burger, :x after that, we went the arcade near cube one. Skipskipskip. Went our separate ways after that. Darling took bus, & I took train. On my way home, I saw melvin on train, kan suay i know. & He walk me home. -.-

I'm being emotional unstable right now. I'm gonna write this to someone. That i once trust, believe you so much, yet feels like got betrayed. Read it, and you'll understand. (:

Why are you doing this over again and again, Why is it always sound to be my fault, No time? Entertain a dog like me rights. Ever since that day, those msg you sent almost all my fault. Someone told me, if you'r at fault then you'll trying to blame on others. You make me sound like a fool, believing you every words you said. You think there's prob between us, keep asking me to settle on phone. Why not one day, come out talk. No time to come out? Joke. Stop asking me to think so much, when your words are making me thinking over and over. & Stop caps me. Oh if you sees this, be all means to tag blog (: Since blog dead soon.

If i ask you, who'll you side?

-

To someone that just send me home.

I know you've been reading my blog, but everything you say doesn't make sense at all, have you ever thinking what i been through, you told me, you wont lied to me anymore, yet you did it again. Am i easy to be fooled? Please stop talking to me, untill when you want to explain everything to be, truth and truth. I hated promises you make, and yet you disappointed me every times. Whenever i'm unhappy, you'r not there. yet you want me to forgive you just like that? Think about it bah. (:

-

& Thanks Darling, Xingan, Nuerh, Jess for accompany me today.
Had great fun, though it's short time. One day go out again ok!
Tomorrow start work at 9am. Gosh. Scarescare :X
I go bathe already (:
Eyes hurting, been crying in mrt just now.
-Hide-

Learning moo & sheep language (:
Byeeees. !
(L)

2010-04-08T10:40:00.001-07:00

Sometimes its not we dun want to ask for it but its just to difficult. why dun u guys just check it out here..

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. :D

2010-04-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hai Earthings.
Surprise! I guess.

Going to study some courses.
StudyStudyStudy,
Hope i can get back to normal life.

Btw today went out with mother & sister.
Missed the application for the courses.
Because... i forget bring my nric.
Laughs, blur diao.
Anyway dinner was fun.
Had steamboat at lot1.

Fyi: i laugh alotalotalot.
Because Sister laugh at mother for dropping the beehoon,
& herself dropped the fishball into the bowl of soup, for the very next sec.
I keep laughing. bth. LOL
So, things you do, reflect yourself in the very end.
I learn that,
Thanks sister (:

Byes.

2010-04-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

Mia-ing , due to working (:
Takecare.

Where've you been..

2010-04-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

Where have you been?

Hai Earthlings (:

Been a great day uhs?
Well, I'm not.
Everyone wearing a fake smile?
Well, I'm wearing one.
Wonder, when i was really happy.
Uh, when i with my pet dog, ( Star )
& Yeah, she passed away.
Omg, i miss her sooo much.
Without her , everything seems so fragile.
Losing my smile, my laughter.
I miss you lah ):
It's been awhile since i cried.
Today's the day, I start over again.
Back to my old ways.
Whenever i'm unhappy, i will cries.
yeahyeahyeah, how old already, still cry.
Crybaby!
But, I am.

Stop pushing me please.
I no longer can take it anymore.
One min, we'r ok.
Another min, we'r not ok.
Hate eachother?
I wonder, issit you two interested in each other.
I guess not.
But, i dont care.
Whatever shit i says,
You dont believe, then what for asking me.
Lieslieslies .
Yahs, i lied to you before.
Happy? Now i say everything you still dont believe.
Just like secondary maths test.
I study and study, In the end also fail. Somemore 0marks.
Then what for study?
Then what for saying?

All the words i said,
BULLSHIT.
I'm fine with it.
I don't talk, argue, talkback, scoldback.
Because i really treasure between us.
But, you dont believe rights.
Because, you feel, He came between us.
I remember, Rebecca said before.
If you two bond are close,
Nobody can ever came between us.
I know you'r tired, you'll cry, you will breakdown.
Guess, you think i just dont care uh.
I never show.
Neverever in my life i show.
My sister saw it (:
She say she dont know how to comfort me.
& I'm still in my family circle line ok.
I so depend on them.
I wasn't able to choose between you two, because.
One is my close friend, 7years friendship.
Another is my couple, Whenever i'm really down, he was there.
I dont mind, you comment about him.
Never say a word.
Because i'm trying to think how you think.
Even so, your friend is his's ex.
How he treated girls.
Hurt them,
But we'r audicouple.
I heard his side of story.
Heard your side of story.
Will one of them lied? I dont know.
But till now, he haven't hurt dao me.
& We'r not rl.
So Girls out there.
Stop calling me a bytch. and ask me to fcuk off.
I mind ok !
Think about what's went wrong.
You think my fault?
Yes, auditon so many guys.
Why him ?
Tagging hearts is boring.
I say i want the ring, dont believe?
What you expect me to say, then you believe me.
I feel stressed up ok.
You both dislikes each other.
Then what you both expect me to do?
Choose?!
When i'm really troubled.
Beside you and him,
There's no one i can go to.
): How pathetic uhs.
Yeahs, my life totally sucks.
Wish i could just dissappear.

I cant go further anymore.
I will really cry.

2010-04-03T00:10:00.000-07:00

Morning (:

Edited my privateblog.
cowzxcisloved-x.blogspot.com.

As long as you know what's you want,
Everything will be ok (:

2010-04-02T13:38:00.000-07:00

Hmm, came in to say Nights all ! (:
Shag ): , & Daisy ring already :D

(L) Nights!

Moody.

2010-04-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hai Earthlings,
I shall post something for you.
Though you wont come read.

Fcuker, mark my words.
Call fam noob? Fcuk you lahs.
You got no rights ok.
You this one big hopper.
Please look in the mirror.
So what i'm one fat cow.
Got fatter then you? -'-
I respect you enough,
Did you?!
Oh , tell your couple.
Stop being one shyt.
" What's pro?"
Trying to act cute here uh.
Fcuk farfar away.

Asking you help tag hearts,
Gimme this shyts?
Please lah hor. say already no mood.
When i'm normal, i dont mind.
People moody also disturb?
-'- lahs. I want mode, song, map got wrong?
Ask you pass dj also mai ,
Then i req lahs.
DONT WANT SAY DONT WANT LAH .
SAY ALREADY WILL LAG.
In the end kena dc .
Ccb lahs , you where unhappy with me sia.
SAY LAH -'-

I'm easy to fool , disiao uhs ?
Go ahead manz.
Just go ahead.
Think my attitude sarks?
What about yours?
Ever think a shyt of it?
Got prob call me,
No prob then fcuk care,

Blame me for not answering.
Blame me for i being lag?
Blame me everything ok.
I'm totally fine with it.
Seriously i'm ok with it.
THAT'S THE FCUKING ME OK!
I'm ok with anything,
As long as you'r happy.
(:

Byes.

2010-04-02T09:53:00.001-07:00

Credit, thanks to SpadeOfHeart!

Show you people, 2 pictures.
LOLOLOL.
Nice ok :X
Hmmm, he did this.
Hahs. (:
Thanks uhs. (L)

2010-04-01T04:11:00.000-07:00

18th's (L)

I'm bored. so doing some edit-ing :D
DayDreamers R> members (:

Back to right track.

2010-04-01T01:16:00.001-07:00

Messy room.

Hai Earthlings (:
I cant find my handphone cable. ):
Cant upload photos.
Gosh, mayb was lazy to find . LOL
Anyway, abit fed up with fam members.
I wont let it toh, no matter what happen (:

Kays, Today was random,
Slept at 4am last nights, woke up around 2pm.
Shag, fp 1010 still no ranking .
Imma update later.
& Happy April Fool Day.
( dont prank a joke on me, have enough jokes )
Seeyahs (:

2010-03-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

18th's loves.

Pictures shows all.
First try with 3hearts (L)

2010-03-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hai Earthlings.

Guess!
Where am i?
In Genting using lappy!
Cool sia. mwhahahahas.
Anyways karma dropping ):
Hope rise faster.
Lastest news.
By tomorrow 3plus, should reach home (:
Byes.

2010-03-27T10:22:00.001-07:00

Hai (:
Short post for today.

Send doggy to boarding house.
Pack stuffs,

Hmmm, mayb when i come back.
things ended.
people leave me, one by one.
):
Whatever, dont want to ask, dont want to care.
You can do whatever you'r happy with.
As long as you'r happy. (:

The day, i never expected to be. edited.

2010-03-26T00:38:00.001-07:00

Hai Morning people!

Suppose to watch movie with sister.
Guess another time bah.
She still sleeping. Laughs.

Anw, i decided not to quit audition.
But, seldom play only.
Anime (L)
Watching 3rd disc now. (:

Seriously enough, audition do affect us alot.
I remembered you said, even you leave audition, you'r still my friend in rl.
Now, my turn to say, even i leave audition, things wont change.
Just that less topic to talk about,
But i still can talk about audition stuffs (:
I wont quit audition because...
I made a promise.
I wont let DayDreamers toh since i decided to create it.
No mood now anw,
It's always the same thing since i decided to seldom play.

She say, close to giving up this friendship.
I wonder isit ours.
Why she say that.
Because of audi?
I'm really pissed off with the bugs.
Why doesn't she listen then offline.
I know i gave her this attitude before.
But, i really very angry about audition this time.
Sigh, sometimes i really dno what you thinking.
dont let audition affect us?
): so many quarrels we been thru.
I promised not to keep anything from you.
When i tell you, see what happen?
You just leave... w/o my explaination...

It hurts me.

Edited./

Going genting on sunday, 28th march 2010.
Hope things will go back as per normal.
Hope friendship doesn't end.
dno when will we come back,
Mother din't mention.
Missed me kays (:
Plurk going down again.
Need work extra harder ;eeks.
(L)

Byes.

2010-03-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

18th's

Hai Earthlings.

Mayb intend to quit audi already.
Even dno will break or not.
Shall do a picture of us.
LOLOL ;shy
It's not perfect yet.
See later mood bahs.
Eating now (:

Byes

2010-03-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

Hai, Morning Earthlings.

Watching Princess Lover now (:
Update later.
Episode 6, here i comeeeeeeeeee!

Byes.

2010-03-24T02:52:00.000-07:00

Hey ally.
Pls take notes.
I get this info from gm.
Pls chge your pw every 1 to2 days.
Rem is going to hack more then 30 fams.

For your infomation, got this words from people.
Take noted. Incase it really happened.

Morning. Edited.

2010-03-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

Hai, Good Morning people :)

Early morning, doggy keep barking at my room -.-
around 6plus, brought her back to her cage.
then back to sleeeep...
woke up around 3plus.
thought of sleeping longer,
but cant -.-
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaash.
Imma watch teevee !

& Grats HUII~ & QIANQ~ Loveparty ! (L)

Edited:

Ohmytian lahs.
Audition bug again?
all my hard-earn fam also gone.
): Hope Gm fixed please.

2010-03-23T11:11:00.001-07:00

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping time :)
Nights all. (L)

Fcukers.

2010-03-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hai Fcukers.

You know somethings?
2years back when i started playing audition.
I was excited. Spend alot cash on it.
& My mood was affected by audition alot of times.
Yet my mood will changes aft i play audition.
Funny isn't it.
It sound like audition is part of my life already.
Yes, it is.
I may sound crazy, obsessed with audition.
I played maple, gunbound. But quitted already.
Why i din't quit audition at that time.

Recently, have been alot of quarrelings because of audition.
I'm moody ok.
I feel angry about it.
As in why cant people understand,
Maybe to some people, audition just a game.
A game to distress.
A game to make friends.
A game to cheat girls/boys.
A game to make time past fast.

Just only, Audition got some dens bug.
Din't Gms do their jobs?
We spend money just to feed them?!
Are they sleeping?
Why haven't they fixed.
People get to dc alot of times,
Dc at arena?
Stuck in wardrobe? (Ctr+w)
Cant they improve audition?
Are they expecting us to quit like right now?

Because, i got the damn fcuk feeling of quitting audition.
Even if for few nights, i will get the urge to online.
Audition has been my drug,
It affected me, my emotions, my mood,
Yet it bring back my mood, emotions.
Funny jokes, happy stuffs.
Everything i did, was wake up, audition audition & audition.
Even a couple, did something wrong, i'll moody.
Because audition's part of my life.

Imagine one day, all ended.
will i go back to my normal lifestyle?
Sleep normal?
Wake normal?
Will i able to cope the stress without audition?

Gaaaaahs, feel like crying.
I cried and cried over night and nights,
Mostly is because of audition.
Tears dropped.
Sick,fever,flu,cough.
I hope everything back to where i hope to be.
I dont like moodswing.
I dont want throw temper.
It's so not me.

2010-03-23T00:30:00.001-07:00

Where do i stand in you? (:

2010-03-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hai Earthlings (:

Just now went to bathe, half way saw cockroach -.-
I scream lohs.
Mother thot what happen ;pray
& I almost fall when i step out of toilet. Slipperyyyy.
Anw, they came home alrdy. :)
Today nothing much actually.
Tomorrow going w darling to watch
How To Train Your Dragon 3D.
Mother dw give me money lohs ;eeks.
Anw, alot ppl being unhappy/moody, i think.

To Darling:
Dont need care that fcuker, He'll have his retribution to do this to you.
Dont let him, affect you or ruin your mood.
He's NOT worth it.
Fcuk this kind of shyts.

& I wasn't really in a mood also.
Fcuk those fam hoppers.
I dont like and so?
Stop doing that to DayDreamers.
You'r so no rights to do it.
And Fcuk off. Tyvm.

Went to compe just now.
Get in to 3rd round, then lost. ):
Went couple compe also.
Laughs, baby dc when haven't start.
I think because someone call his ign, SPADE.
LOL. and i x7 on the song. too fast din't took any ss.
& Grats ~MayMay~ baobei on wedding.
Got flower ;yeah, laughs :x
Shall update later.
Backkkk to audi (:

Kthxbai :)

Emotions Unstable.

2010-03-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

Choose someone over someone?
I cmi, I cant do it.
& I'm sorry.
Having so much troubles starting with me.
What's fcuking wrong with me.
I hate myselfmyself&myself.
Being angry for the whole afternoon.
I'm so unhappy now.
So feel like crying. ):

I'm so hungry,
Its so quiet night today.

Geez. - edited.

2010-03-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

Now is : 6.39am
20th March 2010.

Gaaaaaaaahs, family going msia later.
I'm aloneee with brother ):
Now going sleep. Hope to sleep latelatelate :x
Update later ~
Nights ,

- Edited:
Dog disturbdisturb. i haven't play one round yet.
;wild fcuk those 2.
Fyi: they pee on my bed -.-
Angryangryangry !
Got no mood totally.
Wtf i did sia. all along i'm taking care.
all my brother do, was using earpiece.
FCUK HIM.
-'- angry dai. I'm gonna throw temper agn.
Fcukfcukfcuk.
Get lost lahs cbtehh.
Saw another fam hopper.
think fam welcome you this kind of shyts?
NO. so shooshoo!
Ccb. no fit to be my nuerh -'-

Kthxbai (:

Edited , 3nd time

2010-03-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

But Candy hair looks cuter :/
Laughs.

Edited:
Bought Candy Hair :D
Cute and nice okay.
死 baby say not nice.
Need prove?
SpadeOfHeart the ss very ugly ok

Details: 2:27 AM Mar 20, 2010

It's nice, i know you blind alr. (:

Why girl hair not black.
Laughs, cute bodoh.
Mwhahahhahas
Byeeeees. (L)

Sorry/

2010-03-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

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Sorry for everything, J.
Sorry for everything. S
Sorry. ):
dk what's wrong with me, Sigh ):

MoodyMoodyMOODY

2010-03-19T02:44:00.000-07:00

Today isn't the day i expected.
MoodyMoodyMOODY

Getting the report, wasn't i expected toos.
Will thing go wrong way in the future?
Will i die faster?
Think positive? How..
Heart failure, Heart disease.
Seriously i'm scare ok.
I can cry right now, to show how afraid i was.

& Something went wrong in audi just now.
dont want to say about it.
Sigh, ):

Life's hard. I'm tired, really tired.
I wish i could lie down on full patch of green grass.
Peacefully, quietly.
Even i got the disease -touchwood-
It's ok, cause i've been saying i want to die faster.
So that funeral wont have oldold pic.
will have young pic :x
People say, i'm diff. stick to old tradition.
I'm nerd, never see the lastest fashion.
Yes, i'm nerd, i'm extra.
Because people have 46 homo's, i have 47.
Laughs.
Cant believe i'm being a totally really extra in the family.

Extra daooo ..
kthxbai :D
(L)

Updated

2010-03-18T10:43:00.000-07:00

Back to posting.

Firstly, Broke record for Y easy, 17hearts (:
& Welcome to beach partehhh.

Mooo~ , ~Lara , -LOVEBABY (Girls)
SpadeOfHeart , ~Bobo , BornToBeWild (Guys)

Abit awkward. Laughs :x

& Sorry darling, i may have ignore you just now,
My fault, My wrong.
Forgive me kays. ):

& Went couple arena with J.
2nd round dint really perf. Sorry ):

Lastly Grats ~Bobo & ~Lara Couple-d
Last LongLongLong ~

Angrydaime.

2010-03-18T02:24:00.000-07:00

Hai Earthlings,

Just back from checkups.
Does some scanning, due to bladder not full,
Scan 5 times, then one time success -'-
Report out, Scanning's ok, blood test alot prob.
& Got chances to get heart diseases.
Pray hard, nothing goes wrong in the future.
Skipskipskip!

Omg, Oh God, Why do we have so many copycats in the world.
Please lah, be more creative lehs.
Everything copycopycopy no style one.
World Of Cats!
-.- Hate copycats,
We also got copyrighted one ok.
No mood to post anymore.
Fuck those COPYCATS!

2010-03-16T00:10:00.001-07:00

Going for checkup now,
Pray dont take my bloooood again.
): I'm afraid of blood, like duuuh.
I shall go bathe and leave house,
Byeeeeees <3

16th March, 6am. (:

2010-03-15T14:47:00.001-07:00

Someone teaches how to make myself laughs,
Thanks, J.
Laugh dao i fall off the chair, pain bodoh! -.-
Break record,
Din't sleep the whole day,
Mayb sleeping later, After J goes work.
Eaten Jam bread with milk (L)

Edited/
J gone to work! (:
Pray he don't toh. LOL
Laughs, Afk in audi <:
Ciaos~

2010-03-15T11:21:00.000-07:00

Just updated fam blog.
d-aydreamers.blogspot.com

Funny to join and leave?!
Stop treating as HOTEL`z will you?
Fuckfuckfuck.
Being so moody recently,

Sorry brother,
Cant cheer you up ):
Tc alrights.

Byeeees, Moody.
FmlFmlFml.

2010-03-13T10:50:00.000-08:00

Just come back from work.
Leg pain, Tireddieme.
Sigh, Moody ):
Feel like crying alr.
FmlFmlFml.

dao me? FcukOff ):

2010-03-11T07:56:00.000-08:00

I hate daosters. So Fcukoff. ):

Today Having fever, cough, headache`z!
Took few medicines, Seen a doc.
Went home, Audi-ing :D

Cbtehhhh, daodaodao!
Ask one qns, dao.
2nd also dao.
Fcukfcukfcuk !
Ask only, must you dao?
Bad mood can,
Sick also kena dao.
Cb lahs, Fcukoff.
Ihateyouboth.
Nbcb.
Fcuklahs, Think you very pro? dao me?
Fcukoff.
No need you in my life manzcxc!

& Enough of those bastard's & bytch's

I still missing you, even you hurt me loads.
You really not going to contact me uhs,
My phone's dead.
Phone bill not paid.
): Cant call nor sms out/in .
I miss you lahs, Fml.
Sigh, Stupid cough.
I cant wait for you to call me ):
Idw silent break, I hope you'll give me an explanation when you call.
): Moody,

Byeees.

2010-03-09T23:31:00.000-08:00

Level 27 :D

2010-03-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

Fcukfcukfcukfcuk !
Keep dc from server. wtf lahs-.-
Moody. Fml !

2010-03-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.
They're basically the same.
Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

Is it true ? :)

2010-03-02T08:46:00.000-08:00

Making a call, is it that difficult for you?

It has been 2days, no sms-s nor phone call from you, after hearing what edwin told me, are you hiding from me? you've been reading my blog right, why hasn't you called, i'm worried can. You promised to call, you promised to share everything, you promised me secure me back with your luv`z. Are you breaking your promises? Baby, please don't. Feelings may fade, you willing to let go just like this? Or, you rather i let go? For all the things we've been through, just like that? Gimme a call, or just text me, you want me disappear from your life? then tell me.
Just tell me , will you?

Sigh ,

2010-03-01T05:33:00.000-08:00

Currently having headache`z

FmlFmlFml. !

Star, being loved.

2010-02-28T10:12:00.000-08:00

All of the sudden, i missed her.

Above pictures are my dog, Star.
She passed away already.
Missing her alot.

Today, went to meet marcus, haiyun,haiyun's 2 friend,darling,pearlyn,
& Hang around at Plaza Sing, went to cube to play.
Had gastric all the way.
painPAINpain!
D:
& Melvin have not call me.

I feel so uneasy, insecure.
Whenever i need you, where are you.
I wish Star was here.
I need you so much to be here. ):

Show me, will you?

2010-02-27T12:06:00.000-08:00

Why is everyone being unhappy today, I'm unhappy too, but seem nobody care,
I got feelings too, I care when you'r unhappy,
But that doesn't mean you can take me for granted.
I need some understanding too.
Don't push me further anymore.
I'm going to tear down soon.
I keep crying, non-stop again.
I'm a tap-water,
and so ?

People say, i'm afraid of you people.
Yes, i'm am .
I'm afraid to lose my friends,
I'm feel happy to hang out tgt with friends.
I dont want any quarrels, because of certain things.
I dont want to lost any friends, because of those things.
I'm so unhappy right now.
I feel like crying, crying and crying.
I also need people to care for me.
I'm already so unhappy with family, boyfriend.
Why cant my friends be there for me, just like i'll be there for you.

I beg for answer.
I beg for forgiveness.
I beg for love.
I beg for care.
I beg for warm.
I beg for you..

Sometimes, i may pissed you off, w/o noticing .
Yes, i'm at fault.
Tell me then ,
dont show me attitude.
tell me, tell me, how bad i was.
I want to change.
By telling, difficult ?
Showing attitude , easy ?
But showing me attitude,
I'll get hurts, i'll cry.

Show me, show me the way to change.
I'll change, i promised.

One word, Sucks.

2010-02-27T10:22:00.000-08:00

Now is 2.25am, just reach home,

Morning, woke up around 2plus, yes, i was late.
Suppose to meet haiyun at 1plus.
Sorry :x

& yups, supposedly to be ton-ing,
Quarreled with people,
I guess, whatever i do, doesn't seem to be right,
MoodyMoodyMoody,

Aghh, hate this feelings.
Cried alot time, in the car,
Couldn't hold my tears,
Couldn't show my tears,
I cannot take it anymore.
In this one day, i will broke down also.
Really give up everything,
I dont want care anymore.
Fml !

Wishes, that i've wished, broke free...

2010-02-26T05:32:00.000-08:00

The wishes of yours,
But that ain't my wishes at all.
& Yes, you hurt me once again,
Tho you dont meant that way,
But have you ever thought how i felt?
I dont mind, you dont play,
I mind that you make me feel hurt once more,
Baby, you coming back right,
You not leaving me alone again?
I know, you'll be back soon, as you promised me today.
This morning, saw your msg, i was happy,
As in really happy, never happy before that much.
But yet, i felt insecure,
Secured me back w your luv. );

Dont wake me up from my dreams,

2010-02-26T00:13:00.000-08:00

Changed new skins, hope everything will be okays,
Why wake me up from my dreams,
Feeling lost! ..

):

2010-02-24T09:17:00.000-08:00

My feelings for you fadings ):

Repeating to ask me break couple, is that what you wished?
Be that way, so, if we quarrelled, please dont tell me the reason,
is because of audition,
I'm getting bored of this reason..

If this is how you want to
repaying me by treating me better.
I dont want it this way,
);

did some facebook survey.

2010-02-21T05:09:00.001-08:00

Dear AhNing N Faith, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

2010-02-21T04:59:00.000-08:00

Pictures'r not ready.

Today went temple with family,
Skipskipskip.
No mood.

1more week, just 1more week.
He'll be back (:

& My dear precious,
takecare of yourself okays.
don't injure anymore,
Recover soon!
(L) oneblacknoob ; Phoebe :D

♥

2010-02-20T06:20:00.001-08:00

Baby,

手交给你 , 一生交给你 ,

直到白头 , 谁都不会离去 ,

牵你手心 ,相伴一世纪

我会永远承诺保护你 ,

直到我们连皱纹都老去 ,

也会让你开心不哭泣 .

我们的爱没有四季 , 每一分钟都是25'C

我们的爱 ,今生不愉 ,

天涯海角都有痕迹

我们的爱, 心有默契 , 不管是谁会先停止呼吸 . ♥

baby , this is fr you . I meant it from my heart . 나는 당신을 사랑합니다 , c̄hạn rạk ṭhex , je t'aime ,我愛你 , mahal kita , aku cinta kamu , Ich liebe dich , मैं आपसे प्यार करता / करती हूँ , te amo , Tôi yêu bạn .

Silly , i say ILOVEYOU to you in diff language & i meant it from my heart .You'll never be replaced (:

Enjoyable 2time movies (:

2010-02-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

Hellos peepos!

Today, met up with Darlingz, miss her can. (:
Went to watch Valentines Day @ 2.45pm,
& Ate dinner ,
Watch Percy jackson & the lightning theif ,
Tho, darling watched the 2nd time already,
Thanks for accompany me (:
Finished movie, bought a slipper at CottonOn.
Darling also bought :x
Hahahahas.

What if, all comes out end up lies?
Will this r/s end?
Baby, you wont lied to me right.
It's suppose to be your promised.
Keep it promised. <3

Baby/Darlingz, You'r loved.

2010-02-17T00:24:00.000-08:00

Married to Baby, On 17thfeb2010 (:

Thanks ahPEAR xinqqan, helping wedd lic.
with 2nd trys.
Baby , iloveyous.
Come back faster and safety please.
I misses you.
Darlingz, come back sg faster also !
I misses you.

Byeeees. [:

Saddieme.

2010-02-16T09:38:00.000-08:00

17th Feb 2010.
HappyBirthdayToMe :D

Morning, woke up around 10plus, changed, and starting to call people.
Met Edwin, Joshua, Jasmine.
Thanks for the pig, flower & tigger.
My daddy cooked, bought coffee cake (standard one)
Because every year birthday also coffee cake, But
Thanks tho, the cake is yummy <3
Thanks mother for hard work,
Early morning, help prepare.
Tho i dint do anything. But thanks <3
Thanks Pearlynn~ for coming :D

While, counting down in audi..
I suddenly feel sad.
feel like crying.
I realised, i dont feel happy at all.
I can smile, laugh, joke.
But, i'm crying in my heart.
I feel heart's brking.
I miss them.

Reason, for being unhappy.
Baby, 2weeks camp, unable to marry due to cash top up prob ! sucks.
Darlingz, msia, cant celebrate w her. yucks.
Mood down suddenly.
Felt like crying,
I realise, i cant live w/o you two.
Sorry to say, lemme depend on you two please.
don't leave me alone next time.
I need you, i want you, i love you.
I know i'm selfish,
But , i need you two.
You'r part of my life already . D:

Saddieme.

- / denise's
Crying in silent,
Lonely night.

" Failure 17thfeb Birthday "

2010-02-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

Counting down, 2more days to my birthday.

17thfeb, to 19years old.
My friends, are not coming. idk why, feel upset tho.
Sigh, dint expected all this.
Boyf went to camp, i'm gonna miss him like fuck.
Darling went to msia, i'm gonna miss her toos.
D:
Today caught a flu , i guess.
Keep sneezing. & got a new allies.
CrazyInLove for RetardMoMe.
Seriously. w/o Boyf, darlings. idk what to post anws.
Today neighbour, got lion dance.
My dog, Chloe was frighten. poor girl. :x
Anyways, Going audi now.
See need post anything ltr. :D
Ciaos.
OH & I level-d to BackUp ! laughs.
(:

2010-02-10T10:13:00.000-08:00

Will we last ?

I know it's been a long time since i blog,
Many things happened, idk where to start from.

There this girl, named Rebecca.
She kind inlove w my boyf.
She came to audi, tell darlings to tell me,
Not to act like one married couples.
Melvin's not mine, He's not married too.
Is she telling me, she will keep on loving him.
She told Brother edwin, asked me watched out.
People was afraid i'm getting hurt.
But, nobody know how i'm feeling.
I know i'm not letting go. But when will this all end?
Chinese new year coming, Must i stay at home all day?
Am i afraid of her? Why must i be.
I actually asked myself.
Rebecca is pretty,short.
Why must baby choose me.
Yes, my feelings towards baby is fading.
Due to the weeks we'r not together.
But, i really very happy, that we'r back together.
Baby, you say we'r going to last.
Promise me,
I'm going to miss you like @$%^ much.
Later, baby coming to find me.
Is he scare i'm getting bullied?
Idk, idk what's bad about it.
Just feel diff.
Felt he changed somehow.
Baby, go back the old you.
Imissyou D:

I go post fam's blog already.
Sigh.

- / denise's
Baby, promised me.
dont break these promises..

2010-02-10T00:55:00.000-08:00

Just created RetardedMoMe as Fam :x
10/02/2010 , 04.04am .

MelvinLGW's

2010-02-08T21:36:00.000-08:00

He says he love me ..

does love proves everything?
Yesterday i cried again,
and he text.
Melvin: Baby, i will less audi
Me: Okays, but i dont mind de (:
Melvin: you want go find others to marry?
Me: -started to drop tears-
Melvin: Baby?
& he keep text me . but i dont feel like replying .
Today, he said he love me.
He say whatever he say it's not because of things in the past.
Because i did somethings like this before.

Baby, i want you to know, since you want me find others in audi. i'll do so.But, in rl you'r mine ;shy
LOLOLOL :D
I'd know you'll be reading, so i'll shall bhb yi xia (:
Luv you ttmz!
Meet you laterrrrr. woohooo :3

Byeeeeees :D

luv baby.

2010-02-08T05:26:00.000-08:00

Heeehs. Help baby do his blog. I dont think he will update lohs. noob shyt :x Lag. ltr edit this post again. Byeees !

060608,2.45pm ; 080210,1.00am

2010-02-07T09:39:00.000-08:00

Now, will our luv last ?

Heyyyys! :D
I'm like mad now. freaking happy :D
Thankq darlingz.
Anyways, I'm back w Melvin.
Luvbabysomuch!
But he seldom online one ;eeks
& Thanks darlingz help couple.
Cause baby cant online.
Smoke si ta. LOL
Baby, thanks for giving me another chance.
Tho is your fault. LOL
:x
I love you lah! Omgawddds.
Cant believe you'r back to me.
For all t tears, i cried.
For all t grumble, i made.
For all t words, i typed.
You'r back. :D
Let's start anew kays.
I want to understand you more.
Love you more.
Baby, Let's us last longer thn before (:

- / denise's
Baby, love you once more.
Darlingz, thankq for being there&helped me.
iluvyoutwottmz! (:

darling luv me, dont luv you :3

2010-02-06T10:09:00.000-08:00

See the big L.O.V.E ?

Hahs. iluvdarlingttmzlahhs :D
It cheer me up.
Though she say the L.O.V.E is not perfect,
But to me, whatever you do, i felt it, thn it's perfect <3 Darling, sorry today cant watch Legion with you. Next time, i sure can kays. Sorry <3 & Let's us Last okays .
( Though it's sound very wrong. )
But i really want this friendship to last :3 (:

Byeees . Luvya :D

- / denise's
the best is , have you as a friend.

/

2010-02-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

Somewhere between long talks and making fun of each other,
I fell for you ♥

F>Audi Couple ;shy

2010-02-06T03:43:00.000-08:00

Isn't the moon nice?

Hmmm, currently in room F>Cpl.
Why is finding that difficult.
Cause i old ? :x
Is not i choosy can. ._.
What i need , simple as abc, and standard.

The best, Abv 19. ( cause i'm 19soon )
Coummicate-able
Active ( so tht everyday can acc me )
Caring ( & not dao-ing me )
& those standard one.
I dont mind you keep going other games.
Just say so.
I can be very childish , i dont mind you say so .
I can be very vulgar. to the things i hate or dislikes.
I can be very high talkative , esp at night.
so dont blame me for being noisy.
I'm a weirdo .
If accept all this. We can last in audi ;shy
Ciaos . tired go find smth to eat. :D
Byeeees.

What a night.

2010-02-06T00:59:00.000-08:00

I miss her ttm!

What a night,
Ytd ton-d w PiakBaby~ PiaBaby~ Kenshin llPeacex3ll & SaveUrHeart~
Took mrt down t Yishun, hehs :x forget that's ~EmptyHeart's place. Totally mixed up, blurred me D:
Then darling met her classmate. Then took mrt down to bishan :D
Bored, so went mac to eat icecream, i ate Vanilla cone, darling ate Strawvberry sundae.
Some h2h-talks, thn Kenshin reached, came mac find us.
Talktalktalktalk&talk :D
PiakBaby~ PiaBaby~ & llPeacex3ll reached, came mac find us,
Then we walked t some blk, PiaBaby~ stay around thr i think,
He went to take cards, Played some da-lao-2 :D
Then i think around 3-4am , we wanted to go to lan,
Kenshin was bored :x Si pig . Laughs.
He rich lohs :x took cab down, separate cab, Darling&me with Kenshin, He paid :x
;shy
Reached lan , played 1hour. $2.10 ._.
Then PiaBaby~ & Kenshin want to eat breakfast.
I going toh liaos. LOL.
Sleep also cant sleep.
Table machiam got smell, Yucks ;x
Thn now reached home lohs :D
Grats in adv, PiaBaby~ & PiakBaby~ Married :D

Babygirl, Star,
Imissyouttmzlahh!
Wish you'r always with me,
I know you'r.
Luvyou always. (:

I do cry alot toos.

2010-02-04T11:16:00.000-08:00

Can friendship last forever ? ..

Everyone seem moody today, everywhr i goes, ppl no mood one. i want hyper also cannot. sigh, why things have to be so complicated ? I just want a simple life, in a simple days. Recently , i felt more extra, being in-between people r/s. if not people talking i never talk, so extra..
People lying to me, over again and again,
Am i so easy to fool ?
Am i funny to fool with ?
AM I ?!
Actually before doing anything, have you all felt about my feelings.
I also got mood one, got feelings one.
If someone upset, i tried my best to cheer you up.
Whn i'm upset, i know you tried your best.
But, nothing of our words help, it just calm your heart only.
But , my heart totally brk off. I'm so unhappy,
I feel like crying, dying,
Yes, i dont sound stress, unhappy.
Thts is because i dont show, idw ruin people's mood.
I can cry in one corner, not letting anyone know.
But i dint. i still can laughs, joke in audi, hyper in audi.
You all just dk me tht well ...
Gaaaahs, moody. i go msn alr. D:

Saddy days.

Graduated :3

2010-02-04T03:26:00.001-08:00

Pictures time :D
I dont need any comment, btw. (:

Graduatedddd.. !
Hmmm, woke up around 8am, makeup-d,bathed,& chanqed.
On t way to mrt, alot staring, zz. While waitinq aileen t reach cck, went lonq john w mami :D
Met aileen, took cab down t dover ITE.
OMG LA. SCARE BODOH D:
damn scare t qo in, sheena and leeyun came out.
They say it's okays.
But i still afraid, nervous. stomach cramp D:
Skipped-Skipped Part. :x
Finish liaos, cab back t cck :D
Took alot pic on cab , ate at PastaMania, Mushroom's Baked rice,
Snacks, Cheese Stick & Rings.
2 Coke, No. 47 :D

Wearing a wig ..

2010-02-03T09:45:00.000-08:00

Does everythinq have to pretend like nothinq happen? does we have to wear a wiq to hide our real hair? Seriously idk. Today brother called, he said he del-ted melvin's no. and yes, i asked why, his replied was so simple, which is, forget him lahs. zz.
Anyways today met ~EmptyHeart,(Alex) my ex cpl. Lol, & Peaarlynn~,(Peiling) my xinqqan & ~SimplyKiss,(Baoer) my nuerh & Kenshin,(Nicholas) someone knew ytd.
Went Yishun, met ~EmptyHeart, thn qo bck Clementi met Kenshin, thn meet Peaarlynn~ & ~SimplyKiss at bugis, ate at foodcourt,pass them their keychains :x & walk around at bugis street.
All t way was talking on phone, like sibei extra x.x so not really talking. Somemore brother totally ruin my mood, & they all smokers, i'm not. like more extra. zz.
Keep moody lohs. sigh, btw tomorrow going Graduation Ceremony.
Scare sia. D:

Awhile more i go sleep liaos :D
Byeeeeees .

Baby, you not really qoinq leave my world uhs.
If so. would you appear one more time.
So lonq never see you.
One more time, if you want me forget you.
I promised not to disturb you anymore..
One more time Baby, ...

Random .

2010-02-02T11:27:00.000-08:00

Random !!
Omqqawddd lahhs :x
Random qot room 1. I'm so lucky can.
Anw, so bored, thn come post,
Xinqqan,Killer,Idiot,Ken, all sleep liaos. zz.
Left me .
Seh liaos. O.O
F>CONF :D
Anyone?
Byeeeeees [:

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Brother edwin ,
mai sad liao lahs, everythinq can be solved one lohs.
If it's yours, it'll be yours,
If it's not, thn force also no use.
Bro, thanks for cheering me up,
Sorry that i cried suddenly.
:3 luvyouttmlahs !

:3 DARLING!

2010-02-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

Darlinqqqqqqs !
Thanks for keep savinq my heart ,
though it's fragile, weak,hurt.
But you once aqain save it for me,
luvya :x
EmptyHeart~ Luv SaveUrHeart~
iluvyoumanymoremore .

♥

2010-02-01T22:28:00.000-08:00

You always try to leave me in a corner ;

Who qoinq t care me if i'm alone,
Who qoinq to be there for me,
You?
Why do you have to leave me here.
alone..

Treat me like you used to can ?
Chanqed to EmptyHeart~ In audi [:
Luvya ;D

- / ♥

2010-01-31T07:30:00.000-08:00

♥ Just came bck from overseas [:

Bought keychains for dearests gans, dye-d hair, and do alot things but alot things.
Aft cousin updated photos.
I'll shall post to blog :D

:D

2010-01-24T19:08:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyyys Freaklings :x

In Macau now. ytd slept at some spa place.
Missing everyone nows. Using Spa's comp. Ahem! All chinese words sia. zz.
I dont even understand a shyt :x Cold sia. wearing some thick jacket. took alot pictures in plane (: come home thn update .

24th-31Jan / 2010
Macau > Zhuhai > Guangzhou !
Luvya.
Miss me moremoremoremore & more ! <3

Xinggan Luvs.

2010-01-23T04:55:00.000-08:00

Luvs.
Suffocate & ~UMIKOx3~
<3

Luvs.

2010-01-23T03:38:00.000-08:00

Went out w Ally, Peiling, Fion, Weichang, Joanne, Baoer, Xuan, Reno,
& Watch-d ToothFairy.
I laugh-d all the way lohs. bth. :x
Looking forward for fam outing :3
Luvya. (:

2010-01-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

Aquarians fall into two principle types: one: shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other: exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are friendly and humanitarian, honest and loyal, original and inventive,independent and intellectual

Aquarians are strong-willed and hold strong convictions. They are honest and seek truth above all things. Most are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view, and can easily change their minds when faced with new evidence. They are prepared to learn from everyone. Aquarians bring an enthusiasm to the work they do, especially when it involves expression. They have an exceptionally high ability to put their imaginative qualities to the task, and to think outside the box.

Fun Facts

Some more positive traits about Aquarians: they are humane,genial, and idealistic. They are quick, active and persevering and possess a dry humor. They are intelligent, clear and logical. They are imaginative and intuitive. When it comes to money, this sign really has a knack for keeping a healthy balance between having the things that they need, and putting money away.

At times, Aquarians need to retire from the craziness of the world and meditate. They are gifted in the arts, especially poetry, drama and photography. Most Aquarians feel that they continue to miss the boat when it comes to love.This may be because some Aquarians are fickle, unpredictable and aloof. The signs that Aquarius is most compatible with are Gemini and Libra. The signs Aquarius should stay away from are Taurus, Leo and Scorpio.

As for everything, there is a dark side. Aquarians tend to be intractable and contrary, perverse and unpredictable,unemotional and detached. Some are eccentric, egotistic, detached and can be extremely dogmatic.

The symbol associated with Aquarius is the water bearer, the color is turquoise and the ruling planet is Uranus. Aquarius' lucky numbers are 2, 3, and 7. The best gift to get for an Aquarian is something mystical or arts related.

Why does things end this way ...

2010-01-21T08:37:00.001-08:00

I'm unhappy right now. cant stop crying now.
Idw say what happened.

To you, i dont like people mistaken me, esp you. cause you'r the one i close with. I know you'r on phone that why you afk. But it making me bored kays. I brb on mall , and acc someone who moody toos. i dont want ruin your mood now. & you mistaken me. Fine, but have you ever know how am i feeling now. I'm so so so upset . you say you afk your fault. aft you say this, do you know how i feel right now? SAD SAD SAD & SAD.
.. no mood . its not suppose to be liddat .

Moody ..

2010-01-21T06:27:00.001-08:00

I'm Otter, 1st on the list. Those sentences in italics are those that are true/those that I agree with. You guys can take a look at it, just for fun. :)

Native American Zodiac

Otter: Jan 20 - Feb 18
A little quirky, and unorthodox, the Otter is a hard one to figure sometimes. Perceived as unconventional, the Otter methods aren’t the first ones chosen to get the job done. This is a big mistake on the part of others – because although unconventional, the Otter’s methods are usually quite effective. Yes, the Otter has unusual way of looking at things, but he/she is equipped with a brilliant imagination and intelligence, allowing him/her an edge over every one else. Often very perceptive and intuitive, the Otter makes a very good friend, and can be very attentive. In a nurturing environment the Otter is sensitive, sympathetic, courageous, and honest. Left to his/her own devices, the Otter can be unscrupulous, lewd, rebellious, and isolated.

Wolf: Feb 19 – Mar 20
Deeply emotional, and wholly passionate, the Wolf is the lover of the zodiac in both the physical and philosophical sense of the word. The Wolf understands that all we need is love, and is fully capable of providing it. Juxtaposed with his/her fierce independence – this Native American animal symbol is a bit of a contradiction in terms. Needing his/her freedom, yet still being quite gentle and compassionate – we get the picture of the “lone wolf” with this sign. In a nurturing environment the Wolf is intensely passionate, generous, deeply affectionate, and gentle. Left to his/her own devices the Wolf can become impractical, recalcitrant, obsessive, and vindictive.

Falcon: Mar 21 – Apr 19
A natural born leader, the Falcon can always be looked upon for clear judgment in sticky situations. Furthermore, the characteristics for this Native American animal symbol never wastes time, rather he/she strikes while the iron is hot, and takes action in what must be done. Ever persistent, and always taking the initiative, the Falcon is a gem of a personality to have for projects or team sports. The Falcon can be a little on the conceited side – but he/she is usually right in his/her opinions – so a little arrogance is understood. In a supportive environmental the Falcon “soars” in his/her ability to maintain passion and fire in relationships, and always remaining compassionate. Left to his/her own devices, the Falcon can be vain, rude, intolerant, impatient, and over-sensitive.

Beaver: Apr 20 – May 20
Take charge, adapt, overcome – this is the Beaver motto. Mostly business, the Beaver is gets the job at hand done with maximum efficiency and aplomb. Strategic, and cunning the Beaver is a force to be reckoned with in matters of business and combat. One might also think twice about engaging the Beaver in a match of wits – as his/her mental acuity is razor sharp. The Beaver has everything going for him/her – however tendencies toward “my way or the highway” get them in trouble. Yes, they are usually right, but the bearer of this Native American animal symbol may need to work on tact. In a nurturing environment the Beaver can be compassionate, generous, helpful, and loyal. Left to his/her own devices the Beaver can be nervous, cowardly, possessive, arrogant, and over-demanding.

Deer: May 21 – Jun 20
This Native American animal symbol is the muse of the zodiac. The Deer is inspiring lively and quick-witted. With a tailor-made humor, the Deer has a tendency to get a laugh out of anyone. Excellent ability for vocalizing, the Deer is a consummate conversationalist. This combined with his/her natural intelligence make the Deer a must-have guest at dinner parties. Always aware of his/her surroundings, and even more aware of his/her appearance, the Deer can be a bit self-involved. However, the Deer’s narcissism is overlooked because of his/her congeniality and affability. In a supportive environment the Deer’s natural liveliness and sparkly personality radiate even more. He/she is an inspiring force in any nurturing relationship. Left to his/her own devices the Deer can be selfish, moody, impatient, lazy, and two-faced.

Woodpecker: Jun 21 – Jul 21
Woodpeckers are usually the most nuturing of all the Native American animal symbols. The consummate listener, totally empathic and understanding, the Woodpecker is the one to have on your side when you need support. Of course, they make wonderful parents, and equally wonderful friends and partners. Another proverbial feather in the Woodpeckers cap is the tendency to be naturally frugal, resourceful, and organized. In a nurturing environment the Woodpecker is of course caring, devoted, and very romantic. Left to his/her own devices the Woodpecker can be possessive, angry, jealous, and spiteful.

Salmon: Jul 22 – Aug 21
Electric, focused, intuitive, and wholly creative, the Salmon is a real live-wire. His/her energy is palpable. A natural motivator, the Salmon’s confidence and enthusiasm is easily infectious. Soon, everybody is onboard with the Salmon – even if the idea seems too hair-brained to work. Generous, intelligent, and intuitive, it’s no wonder why the Salmon has no shortage of friends. This Native American animal symbol expresses a need for purpose and goals, and has no trouble finding volunteers for his/her personal crusades. In a supportive environment, the Salmon is stable, calm, sensual, and giving. Left to his/her own devices, those that bear this Native American animal symbol can be egotistical, vulgar, and intolerant of others.

Bear: Aug 22 – Sep 21
Pragmatic, and methodical the Bear is the one to call when a steady hand is needed. The Bear’s practicality and level-headedness makes him/her an excellent business partner. Usually the voice of reason in most scenarios, the Bear is a good balance for Owls. The Bear is also gifted with an enormous heart, and a penchant for generosity. However, one might not know it as the Bear tends to be very modest, and a bit shy. In a loving environment this Native American animal symbol showers love and generosity in return. Further, the Bear has a capacity for patience and temperance, which makes him/her excellent teachers and mentors. Left to his/her own devices the bear can be skeptical, sloth, small-minded and reclusive.

Crow/Raven: Sep 22 – Oct 22
Highly enthusiastic, and a natural entrepreneur, the Crow is quite a charmer. But he/she doesn’t have to work at being charming – it comes easily. Everyone recognizes the Crow’s easy energy, and everyone turns to the Crow for his/her ideas and opinions. This is because the Crow is both idealistic and diplomatic and is quite ingenious. In nurturing environments this Native American animal symbol is easy-going, can be romantic, and soft-spoken. Further, the crow can be quite patient, and intuitive in relationships. Left to his/her own devices, the Crow can be demanding, inconsistent, vindictive, and abrasive. Learn more about Native American lore surrounding the Raven here on my blog post.

Snake/Serpent: Oct 23 – Nov 22
Most shamans are born under this Native American animal symbol. The Snake is a natural in all matters of spirit. Easily attuned to the ethereal realm the Snake makes an excellent spiritual leader. Also respected for his/her healing capacities, the Snake also excels in medical professions. The Snake’s preoccupation with matters intangible often lead others to view them as mysterious, and sometimes frightening. True, the Snake can be secretive, and a bit dark – he/she is also quite sensitive, and caring. In a supportive relationship the cool Snake can be passionate, inspiring, humorous, and helpful. Left to his/her own devices, the Snake can be despondent, violent, and prone to abnormal mood swings.

Owl: Nov 23 – Dec 21
Changeable and mutable as the wind, the Owl is a tough one to pin down. Warm, natural, with an easy-going nature, the Owl is friend to the world. The bearer of this Native American animal symbol is notorious for engaging in life at full speed, and whole-hearted loves adventure. This can be to his/her detriment as the Owl can be reckless, careless, and thoughtless. Owls make great artists, teachers, and conservationists. However, due to his/her adaptability and versatility – the Owl would likely excel in any occupation. In a supportive, nurturing environment the Owl is sensitive, enthusiastic, and an attentive listener. Left to his/her own devices, the Owl can be excessive, overindulgent, bitter, and belligerent.

Goose: Dec 22 – Jan 19
If you want something done – give it to the Goose. Persevering, dogged, and ambitious to a fault, the Goose sets goals for accomplishment, and always obtains them. The goose is determined to succeed at all cost – not for the approval of other – but those with this Native American animal symbol competes with his/her own internal foe. Driven is the watchword for the Goose’s dominating personality trait – which makes them excellent in business and competitive sports. When tempered with supportive, nurturing family and friends, the Goose excels in all things he/she attempts. In a loving environment the Goose can be very passionate, humorous, gregarious, and even sensual. However, lead to his/her own devises, the Goose may fall into obsessive or addictive behaviors that will inevitably be his/her demise.

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